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Southeast Asia // 17 yrs old [she/her]
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Category: Music
I grew up in a family that absolutely loves music. My father and his friends had a small rock band called "Xerpent" back in their teenage years and my mother absolutely adored it. He was the drummer so he had (and still has) a strong sense of rhythm, and most importantly, a strong musical passion- to which he passed onto my sister and I. When I was a kid, my mother had apparently discovered that I... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
If there's one thing I 'll always stand for, it would be my right and freedom to express myself . If I am restricted or held back from expressing who I am, then I might as well have never existed at all. I would cease to exist. » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Well this one’s a first. I’ve heard lots of stories about the horrors of experiencing sleep paralysis, which happens when you’re about to fall asleep or about to wake up. You hallucinate, hear things, and most notably, you cannot move your body at all, even the slightest. That includes your legs, arms, mouth, eyes, everything, hence its name “sleep paralysis .” Luckily, I had mine with my eyes clo... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I usually blog about dreaming at night, but this one's a little different. I'm gonna talk about an actual dream I have in mind for life. I think of it more like an item on my bucket list, though. I wanna make a kids' cartoon show one day. Or at least, help behind the scenes for a cartoon show one day. It feels like a childish dream. The first thing I hear people think in mi » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Dreams. Dreams. Dreams. They just get foggier and foggier the more I try to reach out to it. It's as if my head doesn't want me to remember, but I'm not gonna let that happen. For my third dream documentation on Spacehey, this dream's one that's still got my mind lingering about what it could have meant, or what it was trying to tell me. I've never had a dream like it. At least not like any other... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
God, it's so stupid to think about this whole situation What am I doing to myself? In what way would this please anyone in the end when they find out? Yet here I am, trying to convince myself that I'm not being a terrible person for what I'm doing This is wrong This is all so wrong So so wrong But I've dug myself this hole too deep to resurface from Looks like I've made my own grave » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
My mind feels empty already. Nothing much has even happened at all. This is only the beginning of the final exams, so how am I already feeling so sluggish? Hm. I don't wanna be too depressing for this entry. For documentation purposes, I'll be discussing another dream I just had today. It was an unpleasant one, but since I've had a lot more worse than this, then this one's nothing too extreme for ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
If there's anything that I'm sure of right now, it's this: I am not ready for the week that's about to come. Final exams, to be more specific. It's that time of the school year where all the weighted efforts and stress that you've been carrying on the back of your shoulders (and that have been so large enough to engulf you in its shadow with each and every step you take) for the past few months ar... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This entry was originally gonna be some ramble about my deep appreciation and admiration over Undertale (a game). If I ever hear about someone who's never heard of Undertale before, my jaw would drop to the ground. But that's not the point. Perhaps I'll talk about it for a later entry. My teacher had assigned our class to think about "what we believe in". This will be for a written speech that'll ... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
I think at this point, you can see my addiction to this website slowly creeping up. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I have a lot of things that I've always wanted to share, starting off with some of the weirdest dreams I've had. I started documenting my dreams when they heightened in occurrence around 2021. I would always have a new dream every night, and I remember being frus... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've finally submitted a task that was due last month, haha. But you know what? It's fine, I still have two more research papers to finish before Sunday or I won't be able to take my final exams. Have I started on my other research paper? No But like what I said, it's fine totally fine. And from the hour of typing this blog, I have exactly 25 hours to finish them. Minus the 5 to 7 hours I might ta... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm really enjoying the comforting atmosphere of this website, so I kinda wanna treat this like an online but public diary for myself. I've always had trouble expressing my thoughts irl since it'd always been a little draining for me to converse with anyone who speaks to me first. Sure, I could try avoiding them or openly express my unwillingness to engage in conversation, but I'm a people please... » Continue Reading
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