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Southeast Asia // 17 yrs old [she/her]
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Category: Life
Every goddamn day feels like another day of just trying not to lose my mind I can't figure this out I can't figure myself out I don't know if that's what she needs or wants to hear I can't just tell her that I'm just afraid of being so... fucking, like... I don't know. What I do know is that she wants to know what I think of her. But how. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I think it's finally time for me to come to terms with the fact that I'm genuinely not doing all that great. It feels strange to admit. Wrong even. I've been surrounded by people who had far worse mental struggles and conditions that only became a reason to render mine "completely invalid and unnecessary to acknowledge in the slightest" for my whole life. I've grown up thinking that I whine about ... » Continue Reading
Category: Travel and Places
Finally. After four long months, I've finally gained the motivation to write about my July trip to Japan, and I've got a feeling that this blog's gonna be my longest one ever. It's been a while since I reminisced on some of the stuff that happened on the trip, but after rewatching Jaiden Animation's Japan video for who-knows-how-many-times at this point, I figured why not reminisce by actually wri... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
We're picking her up from school tomorrow. I don't know if I'm ready I don't know how she's gonna look at me I don't know if I'm gonna mess things up I don't know if things are ever gonna be the same again We're trying our best I'm trying my best I have to do my best but what if I make a mistake I don't know if she forgives me yet One can not forgive someone but love them a » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It was 4 in the afternoon today when I was the last person in our classroom. Noticing that my entire class had left without properly cleaning up the mess from our school projects, I decided to stay a little longer and tidy up the room. That was when our class mayor suddenly came in as I was about to throw out some dirt I swept up. Our class mayor is pretty much known to be the "golden boy" of our ... » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
I had alarmed 6am this morning to work on important school projects and activities only to find myself getting a potential diagnosis from a character A.I. psychologist. This blog isn't exactly gonna be like my other blogs, since I'm mainly writing this for the purpose of archiving some of the stuff the A.I. told me before my mind forcibly forgets it. I'll try organizing the session content into di... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This blog was bound to happen anyway. I just don't know what took so long. Maybe because everything’s been buried in the back of my mind and only took now as an opportunity to drag me with them into the dirt. It was August. 11? 12? 13? Well it was a weekend. I was having the time of my life in a sleepover with my two closest people. People I loved dearly and held close to my heart. I remember us r... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's one of those moments where you get a sudden wave of feelings so strong that it doesn't give you a chance to resurface and take a breather, even for a millisecond, and it forcefully drowns your heart beneath that heavy wave of water — water so heavy that your whole body, no matter how long you desperately try to swim for, can't seem fight the weight. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've got a lot of problems. And I know for a fact that someone like you scrolling through Spacehey has problems too. Should you take that as an offense? I won't blame you if you do, but rather, I advise you to take that as a reality check, because everyone's got problems and you should probably stop avoiding your own problems left and right. And one of my big problems is my severe impulsive decis... » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
Cartoons and drawing have pretty much become a huge part of who I am; all I do to pass the time everyday is to either draw or watch cartoon shows. I feel like cartoons even influence the way I talk or do things sometimes, since I've received a lot of comments from others about how I tend to act or dress like "a literal cartoon character" (which I personally find to be huge compliments). So of cour... » Continue Reading
Category: Art and Photography
Everyone has their own tastes in television genres and themes; one may enjoy the thrill of watching Korean dramas filled to the brim with heart-wrenching scenes and emotional baggage, or maybe one may enjoy engaging anime fight scenes that gets you on the edge of your seat. I, personally, don't get it. I've had a handful of attempts trying to get myself into animes and dramas, and while some speci... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I'll leave a section of this review spoiler-free, but I'll mark the last bit of my review with a spoiler warning so you guys know when to stop reading if you don't want any spoilers :-) Main Takeaway Now, I won't say that this movie is like, top tier pixar masterpiece-- but it stands higher than the rest. It's fantastic for what i » Continue Reading
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