am i spread too thin? i just finished mounting a full length team written production of comedy sketches. with me doing rhe bulk of the work (luckily w the help of my peers) and i won a bunch of awards for the work i do! my english teacher signed my yearbook saying “i am a leader” and that he knows i’ll go far. i just did a presentation in his class last thursday that he said was one of the best pr... » Continue Reading
am i spread too thin? i just finished mounting a full length team written production of comedy sketches. with me doing rhe bulk of the work (luckily w the help of my peers) and i won a bunch of awards for the work i do! my english teacher signed my yearbook saying “i am a leader” and that he knows i’ll go far. i just did a presentation in his class last thursday that he said was one of the best pr... » Continue Reading
a new chapter i have around like 7 days of high school left in my whole life and idk what to feel remember when i felt super dejected about not getting in anywhere for college? i got in somewhere. and committed there. it's so painful waiting for delayed gratification but it makes the victories that much sweeter i missed out on a huge opportunity to go back to nyc because everyone got covid in my t... » Continue Reading
maybe i'm autistic but i have hyperfixated on the idea of making my own ron weasley sweater (you know the ones that molly makes for the boys with the initials on them yeah) and i don't want to do theatre right now LOL linnea is being prissy and saying they will cut a scene we just blocked from a preview performance because i'm out sick today and it seems like they're trying to make me feel guilty ... » Continue Reading
sigh in case you were wondering: I DIDN'T GET INTO A SINGLE COLLEGE FOR MUSICAL THEATRE! i'm feeling dumb i'm feeling like i should have applied to more schools applied to more extracurriculars/scholarships applied myself more. something i don't know how this happened really. i don't know what to do next i could say fuck it b » Continue Reading
my school fucking blows i want to go home nobody even likes me here i would rather play fucking video games or something more mentally stimulating than this place. » Continue Reading
things have been optimistic but utterly disappointing in my absence. - i ended up placing silver at a festival and ostracized in my feedback session instead of given proper feedback. - i tore ligaments in my knee leaving me literally handicapped lol - got rejected from one of my dream schools and now i can't do anything but be blue. :( i keep missing school all over again and now i'm flunking scho... » Continue Reading
my business finance teacher suddenly hates me and i don't think it's because i'm not doing my work. she didn't care in the past when i would miss homework assignments and stuff but since i've still been getting good grades on tests and quizzes i think i'm making her angry because i'm proving that this class takes zero of my brainpower and i kinda don't belong in the class. and despite never being... » Continue Reading
this show season is so stressful!! one of my student directors has made my life a living hell because i feel like they don’t respect me, don’t want my opinions or really care about me. dawn is always saying passive aggressive comments, disregarding their codirector’s ideas and opinions, and overall just being so bitchy and prissy about everything. they act like they’re the most talented in the co... » Continue Reading
i don’t want to self diagnose but i feel it that maybe something is different about me and it’s not in a good way. when i was five i would spend hours a day copying wikipedia information about my favorite anime characters onto paper so i would have it for reference. i would be stuck for hours thinking about the same interesting thing to me without being able to talk about anything else. i would hy... » Continue Reading
(this is an overshare about mwording so.) i do it too often. i can’t imagine myself being intimate with others but i do it all the time. i hold my breath. i whimper. i whine. i try not to make it obvious to the other side of the wall my brain is exploding as i get really sensitive and i tickle the most hidden part of me. i want to stop it but losing control? not focusing on anything but the sensat... » Continue Reading
it took me a week to crawl back here. this is what happened in that week - two auditions (one was good but i messed up, another one had a bunch of white people creating a savior complex that threw me off and caused me to mess up again) - threw together a talent show in two days (in the past i had two months) - passed my driving test (surprisingly; i had 7 mistakes :() - was also given a bunch of o... » Continue Reading
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