"stressing myself out"
suffering from imposter syndrome and a main character complex
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Category: Blogging
i just i knew this would happen but everything’s kind of quietly falling a part and i feel lost!!! my friend group with everyone has a lot of quiet wounds that’s made everyone not really close/comfortable with each other anymore and i just don’t feel happy with them anymore so i don’t want to talk to them and ofc sage is never available to talk to so i don’t want to trust her because she’s always ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i've been thinking about it because i feel like i truly just fall in love with any pisces man walking the earth so like... why pisces??!?@?!@? and so i'm a leo and i just kinda hate it when people are obsessed with me but also inside my heart i'm like yesssssss be obsessed with me you love to love me so i think i like pisces because they are always in their own world so 1) they're likely not to b... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
my brother made me get mcdonalds for him but i didn’t want to so i got him mcdonalds but as i was driving home i turned too hard and the open bag spilled over and all the fries fell out the bag so i pulled over and and put the fries from the floor of my car back into the carton and put everything back in the bag and gave it to my brother for him to eat when i got home yeah » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
i have tigers eye white quartz rose quartz carnelian black tourmaline citrine should i get anything else based off of the crazy shit i've explained in this blog orrr what LOOOL » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i am so sick of being dismissed and diminished by my roommates it's literally going to drive me CRAZY if it hasn't already I've literally taken to ignoring my roommates when they call out for me for my sanity. is that proper etiquette morally? no. i don't give a fuck though electra literally will give me the silent treatment and will disagree with me on the stupidest things as if I'm the biggest v... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
he literally acts zesty af but HAS A WIFE AND CAT CHILDREN???? AND I'M ATTRACTED TO HIM???? men talking about music theory is literally my kryptonite maybe that's why it's literally so sick maybe I'm just sleep deprived and touch starved like i just needed to vent ok bye » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I HATE THAT I AM SO BAD AT SO MANY THINGS!!! but also I am paying THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS for my school to TEACH ME HOW TO BE BETTER AT SAID THINGS SO I HAVE TO GIVE MYSELF GRACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE UGHHHHHH IT ALSO DOESN'T HELP THAT MY PEERS ARE SO HYPERCOMPETITIVE AND THEY ALL HAVE EGOS THE SIZE OF THE WORLD TRADE CENTER I just need to do my best. I'm already in the program! i just have to put effort in... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
linnea tried starting a confrontation w me and i just completely shut down so hopefully she will leave me alone my boss and i follow each other on ig now and i hope we do something before i leave! bc i think he bewitched me or smt bc i'm lowk obsessed now LOL i'm moving to nyc in 11 days. i'm so stoked and so terrified. i need to pack i gave my mom a build a bear that has me singing a lullaby as a... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
he is very cute (*´；ェ；`*) and he is only three years older than me BUT like obviously he is my boss. so how tf am i meant to like shoot my shot that is so embarassing but ik he thinks i am also cute fr. like i could be tripping bc obviously boss watches you do your job but he spent alot more time looking at me than my other coworkers and rather than watching me work he would like be looking in » Continue Reading
Category: Life
yesterday i went to a funeral for a lady that was 100 before she died (idk i just thought that was cool to mention and at the funeral i guess someone was watching a video of her because over the funeral home's speakers we all hear "my grandson... i love you so much! i miss you forever, i can't wait for you to come home..." mushy stuff like that but My first reaction was that she had risen from the... » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
it’s just a parttime job for the summer and i’m literally still in training so. and like he has not like tried to rizz me up or have been actual power struggle weird (thank god and hope it stays that way) so it could just all be in my head but he like is always watching me during trainings and stuff and he will always lock eyes with me for the entirety of activities he leads (which if anything m... » Continue Reading
Category: Art and Photography
my friends were stupid and while we were working on promo stuff for a show they made us become a canva team. i thought i could just delete the team. instead i deleted my ENTIRE ACCOUTN AFSAdsgnjksfsdhgnbkjg years of work down the drain.... all my designs..... so sad » Continue Reading
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