when the devil says no, god says YEAH!

a new chapter

i have around like 7 days of high school left in my whole life

and idk what to feel

remember when i felt super dejected about not getting in anywhere for college?

i got in somewhere.

and committed there.

it's so painful waiting for delayed gratification

but it makes the victories that much sweeter

i missed out on a huge opportunity to go back to nyc because everyone got covid in my theatre company

but i'm learning to be happy for those who did get said opportunity because it's not like they don't deserve it!

it's very hard to be trusting and simultaneously nonreligious

but i believe god really does have a plan because he always shows me in the craziest ways that things can always work out.

also i knit now!