so FUCKING HECTIC

it took me a week to crawl back here. this is what happened in that week

- two auditions

(one was good but i messed up, another one had a bunch of white people creating a savior complex that threw me off and caused me to mess up again)

- threw together a talent show in two days

(in the past i had two months)

- passed my driving test

(surprisingly; i had 7 mistakes :()

- was also given a bunch of other responsibilities

i hope this week is better. i just have to focus on three shows right now. nbd. AHHHHHHHHHH

also my dad doesn't want to pay my vocal teacher while their significant other is fully dying from illness and so i hate my father when he tries to pinch pennies in the worst ways if i didn't need the lessons i wouldn't go why are you like this. 

yeah.