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Category: Life
does the feeling of wanting someone or something back, as if they are dead, ever stop? i don't know. i mean its only been 7 months since april 1st, but i still cry every time i think about that day. i have never cried so much. april 1st. i sobbed from 10 pm to 3 am, non-stop. i wouldn't eat, i'd stay in bed all day and wonder why. i remember how i feel and i remember why and it comes back to haunt... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i hate everything that reminds me of the past, but i also love it. that's still me, she's still me, i'm still her. i've good memories but at the end of the day im still just a sad girl. this has been going on for 4 years. i hate being sad. i hope i get better, i can't afford being bitter, i hate it. am i just a girl who's going to mess up everything? or will i become a girl who screams love. no on... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
update on the last blog, i've emailed my head of year asking for a subject swap. i asked to change computer science to textiles. my best friend told me that me working with her may be good on her part since she procrastinates a lot and me there will probably motivate her. maybe i will become a fashion designer, maybe i will be part of my best friends brand. who knows tho, this isn't for sure, i'll... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
i want so bad to be in a band and/or have a fashion brand. i told my bsf only the fashion bit, all she replied to it was "womp womp" and nothing else, i dont even know how that makes sense in this context. she's doing textiles as gcses and pursuing her fashion dream, so i thought it'd make sense to talk to her about this but no. anyway, most of my friends are so much braver than me, pursuing what ... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
she's not gone or dead or not my friend anymore, we're just distant. I miss all the times we'd go out after school and have fun and talk, I'm partially to blame for it. I stopped asking mainly because I wanted to study more and do more homework and also play my piano,but I've also stopped asking because most of the times I'd ask she'd either say no "I can't be asked I have so much to do" (so much ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
It's lost its meaning in relationships. In most friendships, love exists platonically. Everyone should have at least one person they love, and they love back, platonically, for friends. it'd be unfair for someone not to. i think everyone deserves someone who understands them and connects with them spiritually, it'd be cruel to not be given that experience. as for romantically, most people date for... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
i have an english test coming up soon and it hasnt even been a month since school started, sigh (┬┬﹏┬┬), i hope i do well, i don't want to fail this and upcoming tests, especially for my gcses, i want to get into a good set so i dont do foundation. does anyone else have this unhealthy obsession with wanting to get over 95%?? its like no matter how much i study i get under 85%-over 50% each time th... » Continue Reading
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