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i hate everything that reminds me of the past, but i also love it. that's still me, she's still me, i'm still her. i've good memories but at the end of the day im still just a sad girl. this has been going on for 4 years. i hate being sad. i hope i get better, i can't afford being bitter, i hate it. am i just a girl who's going to mess up everything? or will i become a girl who screams love. no one around me understands, will i ever find someone who will, or will i bear this pain in me forever. i wish girls would look at me and not dislike me, i wish boys would look at me and not think im ugly. i have no idea how i look like
my head hurts
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m0rty
sometimes the sadness will feel like it goes on forever. i'm not completely free of it myself, and it will never be "easy" but it will get a lot less impossible. you've made it through four years of pain, you're strong. you are making progress, even if it doesn't feel like it. someone out there is willing to listen to you and hear you out, and cares about your problems.
thank you, it has gotten easier in the last year but i'm always just sad
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i'm glad it's gotten easier! i hope the gloom goes away for you soon.
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