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i told two of my friends today that i wasn't over him but i dont know if its lingering feelings or not. then today i found out it isnt lingering feelings, and that hurt me even more. i caught myself saying "i would love him even with all his flaws" and one of my friends asked me "if he asked you out, would you say yes?" and honestly, yes i would. which hurt. i guess i hoped it would be lingering feelings so it woud be easier to get over him, but ouch. i cant help it, i guess i do love him after all. it's even worse because whenever i look at him i sort of admire him, which is strange. i want to go back to when we liked each other. he was going to ask me out, but he didn't, i kinda wish he did, but we both weren't ready. i'm not ready for a relationship now, but if he'd ask, i would say yes, and work my way up, with him. i mean i'm relieved that i now know my feelings but why do i hope for us to work out???
love not linger
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mia.
omg girl i can totally relate, i've been there and its like my heart is literally aching just reading this, i have a boyfriend atm but there's someone else who i just cant seem to get out of my head and it's like ugh why cant i just control my feelings smh, i feel like i'm in a similar situation rn where i'll do anything to just be with that other person, even tho i know it's not right, and i'm not sure if it's love or lust or watever but i just know i need it, and idk why but i love daydreaming about that person and just imagining us being together, i swear it's like my brain is addicted to the thought of it lol, sometimes i'll just be lying in bed and i'll start touching myself thinking about that person and it's like woah okay okay i need to stop but idk lol, anyway girl im rooting for u i hope things work out with u and him
one of my friends has had the same situation as you, i advised her to figure out her feelings about the guy she still thinks about, and to also break up with her boyfriend, she has had issues with her boyfriend and the addition of her not being over someone else has made it even more worse. i think you should do the same. figure your feelings out for whoever you keep thinking about, and if you're not over them, and still like them, then i think you should break up with him, you would just be using him as a rebound. if you figure out you dont like them and its just lust and you overcome it then stay with him. anyway, thank you for hoping things go out between us, but i don't think that'll be anytime soon. i found out they broke up but he still likes her and he says that they're talking but shes dry, i'm pretty sure she's going through the same thing. he told me that she said she's not over this guy but still likes him, lol idk
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