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"Kill me"

God won’t let me die

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spacehey app

Category: SpaceHey

spacehey has made an app- something i never thought would happen. i downloaded it since i primarily use the website on my phone but there’s one slight issue with it: there is no access to blogs.  i cannot create or view blogs on the app. the only benefit to the app is quick access to the instant messaging program while on the go. i never really use it, but i guess if i need to, i have the app.  » Continue Reading

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yall

Category: Life

the urgent care thinks i cut myself (i fell) and am therefore in a mental health crisis (my mental health is shit atm but that’s not the point) so i’m not allowed to go to work this week.  my paycheck is gonna be absolute shit.  like $80 for 2 weeks kind of shit.  » Continue Reading

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why won’t god let me die

Category: Life

i’m so sick it’s not even funny. i went down in december and i haven’t gotten back up. i’m having trouble working because of it- which as you can imagine is causing money problems. but as of right now i’m extremely nauseous, have a migraine, just starts my period, am shaking, am extremely exhausted, can barely drink water, and my mouth is dry af. no i do not have rabies. i haven’t been bitten by a... » Continue Reading

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i live in fear

Category: Writing and Poetry

i got a message from sidney yesterday. he contacted me with facebook messenger. it’s the first time he had contacted me in a year. he asked if i was doing okay. i said i was and asked how he was doing.  his response was simple: “not good.” “what happened?” “james and donika left me. i’m all alone and sad.” “oh i’m so sorry,” i tell him, internally cheering. this man is an abusive creep. i’ve been ... » Continue Reading

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I guess it wasn’t a rumor

Category: Life

I had heard that Mr. Todd had passed. I had assumed it was a rumor because I didn’t hear it from any of the people that I had worked with at Winn-Dixie. Mr. Todd was the store manager there and everybody liked him. Everybody knew him. He was a kind person so when my dad told me that he died on his lawnmower while doing yard work (because of the heat), I thought it was a rumor- that maybe he had ju... » Continue Reading

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Yall

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Someone just made an account as Tetsuro from Galaxy Express 999 and I sent them a friend request. I hope they accept but I get it if they don’t. But yeah. Shoutout to that guy. His url code is even tetsuro.  » Continue Reading

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Waking the dog as a family.

Category: Pets and Animals

Date: 4.1 haisoru no kyosa meto  Length: 19:45 Cookie: Too far.  Star: I forgot they had feral horses.  [inaudible] Star: (louder) I forgot they had feral horses.  Cream: [inaudible], I saw one looking at me.  Star: Waiting for you to move.  Cream: They’re afraid of umbrellas.  Star: Are they really? Cream: Uh-huh. The owner came out and told me the other day. ‘Cause, I was walking past them and i... » Continue Reading

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(( _ _ ))..zzzZZ

Category: Blogging

Member: ラケット Date: ハイソルのゴトハヨクダ Lights out (planned): 2000 Lights out (actual): 2040 Mood: numb Weight: 114.8lbs Meds: Lexapro (1932); Doxylamine (N/A) Weather: やや雲り Temperature: 80°F Got 私 ready: 2038 Got room ready: 2028 Helped the most: music Suggested changes: N/A Night thoughts: have another migraine. The opening from 私のsurgery itches, but 私 guess that’s good.  » Continue Reading

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Kms

Category: Blogging

Member: Locket Date: ハイソルのゴトハヨクダ Emotion: sadness Intensity (1-100): 12 Prompting event: unknown Vulnerable factor: 私been alone all 日。 Interpretation: 私may be worried about お父さん。 Face: eyebrows furrowed です Body: nothing identifiable  Action urges: resting Body language: nothing identifiable  I said: nothing  I did: nothing  After effect: unknown » Continue Reading

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Half of what I originally said

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

Today it feels like it’s been a hell of a mess.  My medicine seems to be working too well now. I’m on doxylamine for sleep but I’m waking up later and later and I’m so exhausted. I almost fell asleep on the way to work.  I hate took ATO for most of the day, but I told [my supervisor] I would be here for the meeting so I came.  I saw stonefly for the first time and those things are huge. It was lik... » Continue Reading

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Louisiana wack

Category: Life

Imagine going from excessive heat warning to severe weather warning. 😩 » Continue Reading

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Hey neighbor man

Category: Life

Dad brought Todd, our next door neighbor, and man I’ve never seen before over. They were here to help him install the window unit. The point of the window unit is to hopefully, HOPEFULLY, lessen the electricity bill.  It’s been so hot and humid that the AC has been running all day.  Todd also put the last screw in the porch. Something that the people hired to do the job refused to do.  Heather als... » Continue Reading

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