Today I woke up at like 2. Stayed home doing essentially nothing until like 7 when marshipoo called me and asked to hang out. Since I skipped gym I told them I wanted to go for a really long walk and they suggested their cool fun idea called baja blast adventure. I'll let them explain that at their own point. Our adventure led us to a few places. We passed by Bernard then ended up somewhere west ... » Continue Reading
I've stopped being a hater. I'm past the resentment phase. Although if given the opportunity, there's at least 5+ people id totally punch in the face. » Continue Reading
Literally. No energy to do anything ever. Low battery. Last week of work. Ten hour shift tmro. When will it finally feel like I care again. Sigh sigh. Maybe I need to sleep for a week straight. » Continue Reading
The last few weeks I've had a go at songwriting and it's really... frustrating? Hard? Confusing? Im trying not to use words that will discourage me from continuing although that's how i feel. There are a lot of things that I feel heavily right now, that I could totally put into a song and it would be interesting and captivating enough merely out of my intense emotion/interest, yet I think my brai... » Continue Reading
quick mini blog i will be talking about this more in depth when i have the emotional capacity to but there have just been so many things from my 15 year old/ grade 10 life that have been repeating and if u know anything about my spring 2019 experience, it genuinely, literally, really, horribly, terribly, really, really, reallllly f**king sucked. at this moment im not sure who to talk to about it ... » Continue Reading
helo currently struggling to sleep and hungry and tired and eight hour shift tmro but a friend migght be picking me up and we'll be hanging which is cool. its so funny talking to him cuz he knows more about my childhood than i do LOL pretty much when i was around 8 or 9 my cousins lived in my aunts friend's basement. i remember him very vaguely. i didnt hang around him much because i was really sh... » Continue Reading
My friends and I are starting a band. Im going through with it 100%. I need to live out my teen band dream before im not a teenager anymore. Im excited to finally play the guitar again and have a schedule. It feels like my life is finally starting. For personal reasons, I felt like i was in a block, stuck with no where to go. I've decided to at least do something while im trapped in what feels li... » Continue Reading
ok so today i went to school at like 2pm to pick up my stuff and also just do some homework. I also drove to uni and my foot hurt afterwards for like. a while anyways. the ceramic pieces i made werent ready for pickup yet, which isnt a big deal but that means i have to come back tomorrow to get them. which again, isnt a big deal, because ill also just stay at school to do homework before i go to m... » Continue Reading
Less people see my blogs compared to bulletins so I will just be screaming There is so much that I lack, that I am aware of, that I am working on, that I am, that I will be, and I am constantly reminded of it by ppl who know literally the core of my being because of how vulnerable I've been with them. Im wondering if there's something wrong with ME- if I'm not a good enough friend, if I haven't ... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I got two new cartilage piercings, and a conch. $75 hell yea. But also OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW IT HURTSSSS OMFGGG Genuinely i am constantly pulsating it is disgusting but also weirdly liberating cuz now i have like. a lot og piercings Ok so listen. Driving test is in a week. Because of my terribl » Continue Reading