being 15 again

i will be talking about this more in depth when i have the emotional capacity to but there have just been so many things from my 15 year old/ grade 10 life that have been repeating and if u know anything about my spring 2019 experience, it genuinely, literally, really, horribly, terribly, really, really, reallllly f**king sucked. at this moment im not sure who to talk to about it cuz yes i love u guys but its just like so personal im not comfortable even thinking about it. soon enough it will b less bad but my heart is very heavy.

i hated being 15. worst movie ever