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the world feels so small when starring up at plastic stars
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
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Ghost
"Haunting your dreams👻"
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i can still feel the warmth depleting from your body
Category: Blogging
this is a rant i wrote in my notes a few days after my sweet boy mochi died s love again i want to be comforted by his purrs i want to pet him and give him hugs i wanna see him sitting somewhere and feel compelled to take a picture i want to hear his chirps and meows from » Continue Reading
born to early for love born to late to care
Category: Blogging
how is it fair when i was born and my siblings were in their teens and early 20s no one wanted anything to do with me and now 20 years later my step brother has his kids and suddenly toys are allowed in the living room, pictures can be on the fridge, shitty art is put up on display, and everyone wants to interact and provide a safe space for them. what about my safe space? what about when you let... » Continue Reading
the tale of a witty up-keeper
Category: Blogging
i get 2 weeks of alone time with D+J gone on vk so what better way to commemorate then blog! *airhorns* i will not say i'll try to blog everyday because i know i won't but recently i've switched to a flip phone (because i'm just so hip and cool) jk marsh just got one and i also wanted to live out my hannah montana era so with this switch i've been texting a lot less and way more concise but i'm m... » Continue Reading
parasite in the brain
Category: Blogging
well it's been a while but i need to rant and i'm pretty sure no one will see this so it feels like the best place i wanna die i wanna croak so badly i can't take it i wasn't meant for this i wasn't meant to be here nothing about my identity feels stable right now i wanna be a banana. but i'm not a banana and that's fine lots of people are bananas that were not bananas before but i want to be... » Continue Reading
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in the depths
Category: Blogging
when your not depressed you forget what it feels like i always go through the same cycle i'm happy this will last forever and without outside events triggering an emotions i won't ever feel sad again! why do i feel so numb oh i'm depressed again it feels like i'll be stuck forever in this rotting state repeat and i know it's silly but no matter what my mindset is never this is a cycle you will ... » Continue Reading
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supernatural
Category: Blogging
i wanna have a boyfriend but i want a boy who sees me as a boy and we are boyfriends i wanna be in a gay boy relationship :((((( toodles4now » Continue Reading
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the manual to being squeaky clean
Category: Blogging
this is going to get very personal and uhh very embarrassing but in honour of this blog providing me more emotional vulnerability than any other therapist or councillor combined i thought fuck it the internet is a vast void meant to scream into and so what if this small corner of its endlessness knows my deepest darkest secrets at least it will be out there and not just contained inside me forever... » Continue Reading
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boy o boy
Category: Blogging
as a kid i had a lot of guy friends we had the same interests and in 1st grade that was basically any and all personality you had developed so what u liked generally determined who you would be friends with kids don't have a superimposed sense of gender then. i mean there is the bass stuff that's basically programmed into them by the time they are born but it's not very structured and it's easy t... » Continue Reading
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hoist the white flag
Category: Blogging
when i get like this i just want to shut down and isolate i have so many plans this week but i feel like i'm just trying to keep busy so i don't have to be alone and yet i wanna run and hide find some reason to hate everyone i know and just go back to being alone but then the isolation turns to self deprecation and i want people to fill the void so i make plans and then i bail and the cycle r » Continue Reading
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suspended in time
Category: Blogging
been a while since i blogged was working a lot but got #fired so that's fun except it's the opposite of fun i'm so upset it sucks being disabled and trying to find work i don't like to talk about it a lot because i feel like most my friends don't understand from a young age just wanting to scoop out my brain and fix it i wanna be able to read properly i wanna be able to function i wanna be able to... » Continue Reading
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memory foam pillows are kinda nice
Category: Blogging
been house sitting for my cousin these past few days and the entire time i've just binge watched the good place and ate fruit salads it's been awesome also taking care of her cat robert goulet amazing name for a cat brain is keeping me awake thinking about every disappointment ever tired of being used for other peoples self discovery then getting tossed aside expected to just be ok with shit... » Continue Reading