u ever wanna talk about something but you don't wanna make that something about u but it is about u but it's not your fault but it still hurts but you should keep it on the dl and even hinting at it can look like a leap for attention or a cry of desperation but i don't want to look like either of those things i just need to say something anything but nothing comes out and i could try talking to a ... » Continue Reading
knees weak palms are sweaty marsh's spaghetti u ever feel like u can't breath or move but your body is still doing all those things it just feels like you no longer have control of it im wondering what the inside of a garbage truck is like architecture wise do the bags actually get crushed why i've gotten pretty good at rolling so that's good the drugs start to make u feel lik » Continue Reading
knees weak palms are sweaty marsh's spaghetti u ever feel like u can't breath or move but your body is still doing all those things it just feels like you no longer have control of it im wondering what the inside of a garbage truck is like architecture wise do the bags actually get crushed why i've gotten pretty good at rolling so that's good the drugs start to make u feel lik » Continue Reading
and it was all just a bad dream i take off my sleeping mask look over to my pink walls and cinderella painting my moms old computer with doodles on it doll house set to a dramatic scene i go downstairs it's sunday bagel day mochi walks in my uncle walks in hurricane walks in my dog walks in i wake up » Continue Reading
have not blogged in a hot minute! did lots of art today sometimes i go months without making shit but then i'll bust out 3 paintings in one day maybe it's synced with the moon that would be so slay uh oh moons out gotta go fuck up a dessares and paint my brain to mush! ryan is coming over today which is slay going to cook probably also guess what! girlfriend acquired! guess my blog post was li... » Continue Reading
really can't think of a title i always write the title first when i blog n e wayz these past few days have been interesting i suck at cooking but we already knew that today i managed to mess up pierogis but in the end they turned out edible so not all is lost AND I MADE BROWNIES!!! from a box but still slay! did some laundry today (which i still have to put away) and saw izzy for a bit we » Continue Reading
keeping hopes neutral saw scott pilgrim with ryan and squarely also went to block party with lya ~ bitches all around hopefully things go my way and i slay n e wayzzz short update but slay ok bye mwah !~ » Continue Reading
i need everyone to look away for a moment. r u gone? good. UGHHHH I WANT A GF SO BAD THIS IS EMBARRASSING AT THIS POINT!!!!! I GOT DUMPED LIKE IN DECEMBER ITS BEEN LONG ENOUGH!!! Was all mopey and in my newfound love for being alone i discovered being alone sucks and i'm bored of it and i miss feeling affection dawg and just little gay romance ughhhhhhh girls are so much harder to acquire then m » Continue Reading
if i go missing today i need y'all to look into toronto cat sitters LOL i'm supposed to meet my employer today at starbucks but last night i got an email saying his stupid son has covid so i gotta pick up the employee manual from his porch which sounds like a murder plot if i've ever heard one but ima still do it because i really need this job so slay! make sure to tell mochi (my cat) that i didn... » Continue Reading
this is a story of how a bafoon (sadly i,) fell for a straight girl (ok idk if she's straight but she has a bf) n e wayzz we met at the rave and she's so pretty we clicked sooooo welll UGHH stupid boyfriend :P hope i can see her again whatever the romance version of art block is just happened well can u tell i had a great night! the rave was awesome!!! met so many people and just slayed » Continue Reading
well we'll well film boy u seem to be quite intrigued i've made a friend (spoiler) and he's was in my history class we hung out once and smoked so after i saw ryan today and attempted to see izzy by fate! he saw my text and asked if i wanted 2 go to a bar tn and i waz like duhbhb so now 2 bars and a park smoke stop + meeting his friend smoke stop + greg is reaaaaaallly mad at me for coming home ... » Continue Reading