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CHILD ALERT IN POLAND! PLZ BOOST THIS!

Category: News and Politics

UPDATE: She's been found! Thank you everyone who helped, y'all are heroes » Continue Reading

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DNI list & BYI

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Not really much of a DNI person, but there are some exceptionz - probably just the basic DNI, ESPECIALLY men over 30 who will flirt with me, but it includez: - pedoz - zoophilez - homophobez - transphobez - ableistz - acephobez especially since I am aroace - antisemitez!!! this does NOT include antizionistz!! FYI I am most likely going to convert to Judaism, but I will NOT support genocide even if... » Continue Reading

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How to live your life as if it was 2000-2014 - a tutorial.

Category: Blogging

Hi. I decided to make a blog post about how to live the life you miss or could never have, but wish to have. I got you, so don't worry! We're in the Rawring 20s, Frutiger Aero and Y2K are very popular, and queen Pawlina is here to help you live like you want to! x3 As you might know, » Continue Reading

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People who taught me that hyperfixating is bad :') / TW

Category: Life

My mum: I can't catch up to you! You get obsessions! Brother: You are having a phase! My best friend (YES, my best friend): You have weird obsessions (yesterday i think) she said: "The Walking Dead phase" (She knows the word phase triggers me) I'm neurodivergent. I shouldn't hate myself for something I can't even control. But here we are. » Continue Reading

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OK that was romantic but let's not get my hopes up / also rant

Category: Life

So basically I had a trip today with the Hebrew Culture Club, and this one guy literally PLANNED to sit by me on the train, helped me find a rabbi in this g-dforsaken country since he literally, just like me, wants to convert, comforted me when I got unjustly fined in a tram (basically my ticket was overdue by like 1-2 minutes and the machines were broken so I COULDN'T buy  a new one and this B&TC... » Continue Reading

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Link to an alternative browser that lets you play Flash games!

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

This should be it I use it and it works! It broke down recently after a year of using, but I reinstalled and it's all good! » Continue Reading

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Take that, antisemites!

Category: Life

2 Minutes Notice - Helluva Boss So basically today I went out with my Hebrew culture club and had fun, and then we went to a Jewish music concert in honour of Yom HaShoah, an » Continue Reading

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revenge glow up <33

Category: Life

I know this song might be associated with some bad things, but I felt like it fits here. As most of you know, I recently opened up about the fact that I believe in Judaism and I'm planning to convert. However, many people left me after I opened up about it and I'm pretty sure it's antisemitism and bias. I guess they think every Jew (as well as future Jew) is a Zionationalist (I personally t » Continue Reading

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G-d's chosen & it still sucks.

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Less than 0.5% of people in the world are G-d's chosen. But does it make me feel any less worthless? NO! I'm still worthless and lonely and sad and victim of hate. Even though as someone who came to believe in Judaism, not by birthright but by soul, I might be considered G-d's chosen.  Oh why oh why does being G-d's chosen make your life so miserable? Instead of being treated with respect the only... » Continue Reading

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CONFUSION

Category: Writing and Poetry

Few people will tell you how horrible of an illusion Is the utter mind-consuming insecure confusion. When you pray to stop thinking about what's wrong with you, Only to start wondering what faith even are you. You beg G-d for mercy, to finally feel better, You write a blood-signed pleading letter Calling to be freed from evil and pain But it just gets worse day by day. When you look for help you o... » Continue Reading

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Ranking emergency evacuation equipment in the order I'd pack it

Category: Blogging

This entry will be public so that it can be accessed by anyone in case they need it (if they agree with me). I will explain my order below the list, since in case someone needs it, they wouldn't have the time to read the explanations. 1. Water (around a gallon per person a day for several days, for hydration & sanitation) 2. Food (a several day supply of non-perishable food, like canned goods) 3. ... » Continue Reading

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