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Category: Life
I have had the most severe Dysautonomia/POTS flare up that I have had in a long time. Literally realized I was unconscious for almost a full day. And now the depression weighing on me. Stressy Depressy » Continue Reading
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the brain fog is real x.x
Category: Life
Between my ADHD, and my POTS/Dysautonomia, I struggle to remember things that should be fresh in my mind and that I would not have struggled with years ago. it's so frustrating » Continue Reading
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POTS, Dysautonomia and Chronic Illness
Category: Life
I FUCKING HATE IT I hate feeling so weak that I can't even get up and make myself food some days I hate being so weak that I can't even shower some days Going to the bathroom should not put me out of commission for the remainder of the day Between gaslighting from doctors who don't know and think they know better, and educating doctors who know they don't know but are too novice to get it (yet are... » Continue Reading
Recent events made me realize a few things but also made me question even more
Category: Blogging
What made them so obtuse, so hostile and so uncaring? Never did I expect the level of ableism, acephobia, coldness, and cruelty that they demonstrated. Just some random thoughts I had: When the disaster of a triad came to an end, maybe we should have ended then and there as well. After their cousin assaulted me and they pressed about "I would understand if you broke up with me" or around then is w... » Continue Reading
You know who you are
Category: Romance and Relationships
This is the only place I am posting this so if you see this and it angers you, why are you still stalking my shit? Also please kindly move somewhere else? This is my city. I was here long before any of you and I'm not going anywhere. Go back to Snobsdale or something. » Continue Reading
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BE WARY OF ICE CREAM TRUCKS - THEY MIGHT LITERALLY BE ICE
Category: Life
ICE (Immigration and Customs Enforcement) in the US is using literal Ice Cream trucks! They are playing ice cream truck music to make people come out to them. This is disgusting. (Source: TikTok User captured this video https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8FvBGe9/ ) » Continue Reading
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PSA
Category: Romance and Relationships
You are allowed to want to masturbate by yourself and not want penetrative sex. Regardless your gender or what body parts you have. You are allowed to be confused about your sexuality and no one should try to make you feel guilty about that. #aceflux #ace #asexual spectrum » Continue Reading
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was any of it real?
Category: Romance and Relationships
Six fucking years. five of which we lived together (2018 - 2023 is 5 years). I haven't said shit to you in the last year. I found a personal belonging of yours that I remembered was important to you while I was packing up the place we lived together in and decided to e-mail you to ask for an address to send it to.. ( Edit to add: in December of 2024, and then sent the final e-mail in January beca... » Continue Reading
You were good to me... then we stopped being good to eachother.... until the next life.
Category: Life
I think it was your cousin assaulting me... I dont know. Somewhere along the line a lot of work I did in therapy became undone. Having been assaulted and screwed over when all I wanted to do was help really traumatized me. Then our nonbinary partner abused, manipulated and controlled both of us... we were not the best to each other then. I became a lot more sex repulsed but did not realize it at ... » Continue Reading
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unmasking....
Category: Blogging
Just how severely was I masking? When I finally realized I was autistic in 2022, the mask came off. Since then, i've lost a lot of people - some that I literally would never have expected... for whatever reason we just did not mesh anymore. In many ways, it's freeing and has made sense of many past memories but in others, there's new challenges. Some say I am a completely different person and oth... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
It's always shitty when I find out I'm just a "backup" option / friend of convenience » Continue Reading
Anniversary of a Dictatorship?
Category: News and Politics
Oh I was supposed to say "Happy July 4"? what's happy about it? The Supreme Court just decided that a president is immune from prosecution for anything they declare to be an "official act". Nationwide, there's a continued attack on LGBTQ+ rights, and stripping away the right to protest, and to due process... Women and persons who have uteruses continue to have their autonomy stripped away while ... » Continue Reading