"Questioning my life choices.. "
Mentally Overwhelmed, Emotionally Fâ¨cked
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Category: Pets and Animals
I'm not the best with talking about my feelings, at least not vocally - I do far better with text. As I can get everything out without my voice breaking. ( Because even as I type this, I'm starting to t » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Life has been presenting itself many avenues. I feel stuck, unable to make a decision. Is it fatigue? Or am I just terrified that I might choose wrong and be trapped in another Hell of my own making.. 14 years of my life were spent like that and I don't wish to return to it. I'm frustrated that I have a chance at something - a better life. But once more find my voice stolen and chains draped ov... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
Tonight, I held my Fiancée's hand tonight while watching a tv show - it was one of the most intimate things I've done in a long time. My heart was racing a mile a minute. I kept getting the urge to curl on my side and start sobbing. That shit isn't normal. Fuck everyone who damaged me. I shouldn't react like that. Not when it's someone who has time and time again proven to me I'm safe and no one i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
No one asked for this. For what I'm about to unleash on a site meant for memes and other such shit posts, I do apologize. This just has been swirling around in my mind for ages and I need to unburden myself. Life has begun to make me feel profoundly lonely. This empty » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Once again, I had to close a door that shouldn't have reappeared. Got a message on my birthday a while back from my narcissistic Mother - who doesn't understand what boundaries are. Didn't answer it until now. It just sat in my spam folder for nearly a month and a half. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I was checking my "spam folder" on Facebook ( I don't even know why I even bother keeping that account, as I really cannot stand the company or the CEO ) and saw I had a message from my Narcissistic Mother.. "Happy Birthday" - Mom Friday, at 1:15AM There wasn't a "stomach dropping" feeling or even any profound emotion. I just stared own at the message and felt ambivalent. I haven't spoken to her i... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
When you're on a healing journey and have been unpacking a lot of trauma, in order to do shadow work. A lot of things can crop up. Especially when you asked for your path to be cleared - things will become overwhelming until the dust settles. That's been my life for the past three years. I've been working on myself. Trying my best to sort out my feelings and figure out who I am as a person. I've e... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
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Category: Pets and Animals
My Dog, someone that is far more than just a pet - he's been my companion and friend for ten years has cancer. He's dying in a similar manner that my » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Have not been keeping up with my journal - as the chronic pain flare ups have left me overwhelmed. I feel kind of low emotionally over it. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I started keeping a journal. After 14 years, I am writing down my private thoughts. Where no one can read them. It's weird that I feel safe enough and "stable" enough to do this. I am slowly moving towards healing - and this has been a huge step for me. » Continue Reading
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