"Questioning my life choices.. "
Mentally Overwhelmed, Emotionally Fâ¨cked
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I'm Genderqueer and Lesbian. There is no part of me that wishes to play the game of "gender". I don't much care for it. I spent so long wearing a mask, forced to be what someone else wanted of me. It's tiring. Now, I follow the beat of my song. I might be a depressed goliath of a creature, but I refuse to let anyone tell me how things are going to be. I've spent the majority of my life being abuse... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Everyone has done something with their lives, art and etc... My deeply mentally ill/unmedicated, disabled ass cannot handle being awake without » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
There's a small part of me that wants to shave my head,… But EVERY. FUCKING. TIME. I cut it something goes sideways in my life. I've used my hair as a coping mechanism for years, but now I can't. I'm trying to grow it out. 1, for myself. 2, for pagan/spiritual reasons. 3, to honor my dad. » Continue Reading
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Category: Pets and Animals
He has "adenocarcinoma"... It metastasized. The Vet called yesterday to deliver the news, she explained that with the surgery she was able to give us one more year with him maybe two... But without it he would have died in six weeks. She expl » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Yesterday, I looked over a bit of my writing ( something I've been trying to work on for nearly ten years now, through trial and fucking error ) and it feels disheartening to see that I've barely done anything with it. I only managed to write "8,710 words" which is essentially just a few pages. I'm not going to sit here and say that outside factors are to blame, because a good portion of it does f... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Fiancé has been awake all night coughing, unable to draw a good breath. So she's called out and is in bed trying to recover from this illness we've both had all weekend. Our room mate went and picked her up some medicine early this morning, because they were concerned with how rough her cough is. I have her curled up in bed with our "Pubba" ( our Dog, Pabu ) and she's resting. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I think I really need to start smoking weed. Might make me a touch less angry and more zen. Honestly, I grew up around weed dealers as a kid and they were some of the kindest people I'd ever met. ( Hell, even babysat me a couple of times. ) A few years back, I tried something called "Delta 8". My room mate gets them from a head shop and she swore by them. I had no less than a tiny ass bite, and it... » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
The single fact that politicians are vying to keep 'child marriage' a thing and trying to push for 'inspecting' young girls genitals makes me irrationally angry. None of this shit should be happening. If Trans girls/Women want to play sports, fucking let them. They are harming no one. And if you come in here with some bullshit argument, I'm going to straight up throw a chair. I am sick of it. Leav... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
There's nothing like being jolted awake to the sound of hammering and stomping on your roof at 7:45am. I live in an area with an HOA, ( my bf owns the place and he has to contend with their nonsense rules all the time. ) and they're repairing the roof from the hurricane damage.. They gave us this little slip of paper that lets us know the "risks" that come with someone fixing the roof. One of them... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
At some point, I need to get the motivation to work on my art/writing - because I feel like I've not accomplished anything in such a long time. Even though, the other weekend, I wrote 37 pages worth of my current WIP and my Fiancé and Gf excitedly cheered me on. I just feel that i need to be doing more. Pushing myself just a little bit, so I can get my work out there. » Continue Reading
Category: Pets and Animals
Yesterday was quite a lot to handle, especially considering the news we got after taking Pabu to the vet. Nothing feels real anymore. We were told that he has cancer, and has to get an operation to help improve his quality of life. But effectively, he will need to alter some of his life a bit to ease his » Continue Reading
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