Sit With It

When you're on a healing journey and have been unpacking a lot of trauma, in order to do shadow work. A lot of things can crop up.

Especially when you asked for your path to be cleared - things will become overwhelming until the dust settles.

That's been my life for the past three years.

I've been working on myself. Trying my best to sort out my feelings and figure out who I am as a person.

I've even been dipping a toe back into the art world - because it's helped immensely.

There were a lot of poor decisions made over the years and because of that, I spent my 20's in a drunken and high haze.

I won't go back to that. It wasn't fun and I don't remember much of those years - and the shit I can remember, I wish I couldn't.

Overall, I'd like to find myself and genuinely get to know who I am. To sit with all of these uncomfortable feelings and not run from them.

For the sake of who I used to be, my inner child and who I am discovering now.

I owe us that much.