1.29.23 hi all!!! it's van back again. jesus CHRIST these weeks are flying by. it's like i blink and boom. gone. weird as shit!! i didn't do much again this week, grrrrr, i need to do stuff more often :sob: i've just been so demotivated!!! howeverrrr my highlight of the week was that ON TUESDAY I HAD FENCING CLASS!!!! I HAD FENCING CLASS AGAIN!!! EEEE EHEDHRKSAJFHDLHF I LOVE FENCING CLASS SO MUCH... » Continue Reading
1.23.23 hi all!!! it's van again back with another update. and another boring one at that. i wish i did more with my time than like, have breakdowns and listen to music. and i'm not even being edgy on purpose, that's seriously all i've really done!! on tuesday i was supposed to have fencing but IT GOT CANCELLED AGAIN. praying i have it tomorrow. cause i miss it i love fencing,,,,,,,,,, on thursday... » Continue Reading
1.08.23 HI ALL! so basically this week was super super super dull except for today. it was my first week back to school after break, so it was pretty hard getting back into my old routine. i mean literally i would wake up, go to school all day, get basically nothing done, and then come home and nap for a few hours while lying on my bed and rewatching what we do in the shadows. which is totally chi... » Continue Reading
01.01.2023 HI ALL! first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR! sorry i missed a week with this blog, it was just with the holiday i got REALLY busy and so i completely forgot to update! i need to pick a specific day to update too, like today is sunday, last time i updated it was a tuesday, and the first time was a monday. bleh. i'll figure it out, right now i'm just updating whenever is convenient. so after my... » Continue Reading
(EDIT. YES I SEE THE CODE IS BROKEN, I DIDN'T KNOW YOU COULDNT USE LIKE CODE CODE IN HERE!!! I WILL FIX IT LATER I WANNA GO SEE MY FAMILY GODDAMMIT!!!!! /lh) I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS!! i certainly did! i had christmas morning with my mom, and the afternoon/evening with my dad, cause yknow, split custody things. i've had a really good day and i got all sorts of stuff!! the... » Continue Reading
hi all!! welcome back to my weekly updates!! im your host, van, and here's what's happened since last monday!! so it was my last week before break, im on break now, YIPPEE!! i had 2 finals, in algebra and personal finance, both of which i passed thankfully. i also got my final english project turned in, and i'm confident i'll get a good grade!! on tuesday of last week was my last fencing class of ... » Continue Reading
this is gonna sound REALLY OVERDRAMATIC and REALLY SAPPY but i swear on a bible to tell the whole truth, and nothing but the truth here so since 2018, i've made it a tradition that every winter, i rewatch yuri on ice-- any time between october and december will do. this year it fell behind quite late because my our flag means death hyperfixation has been EXTREMELY potent. but i mentioned this trad... » Continue Reading
hi all!!!! i figured i should do weekly updates, once a monday! we should think of a fun name to call these life updates. monday madness. monday funday. monday.............. is my custody switch day i'm going back to my dad's house this week!! yippee!! love my dad. last week was REALLY REALLY REALLY busy i spent HOURS every day doing nothing but making kandi for my school art show, while also tryi... » Continue Reading
hi all!! here's a list of common pager codes which i enjoy using and you'll probably see pop up on my page! you should use them too!! cause they're funnnn 143 - i love you 99 - night night/nighty night 010 - i'm tired 13 - i'm having a bad day 43 - fuck you 911 - emergency 411 - need information 121 - i need to talk to you 108 - come over 607 - i miss you 605 - i didn't want you to leave 153 - i h... » Continue Reading
now i know what you’re saying, “van, you only want this because of esteemed our flag means death fanfiction ‘piña coladas’” AND YOURE NOT WRONG but i just think they’re so funky!!! it’s like a simple secret code that you can say so much with. i love the idea of beeping ppl with just simple numbers for short and sweet messages. my favorite pager codes are 143 ~ i love you 99 » Continue Reading
THIS SUMMER IS GONNA BE AMAZING!! like i know it's kind of silly to get so excited for something that's not for another six months, and i should focus on the present, but there are just so many things to look forward to first of a » Continue Reading