#6 weekly van update -- did i even do anything?

1.23.23

hi all!!!

it's van again back with another update. and another boring one at that. i wish i did more with my time than like, have breakdowns and listen to music. and i'm not even being edgy on purpose, that's seriously all i've really done!!

on tuesday i was supposed to have fencing but IT GOT CANCELLED AGAIN. praying i have it tomorrow. cause i miss it i love fencing,,,,,,,,,,

on thursday i had a migraine that was so terrible i had to go home from school. i mean i was literally in school for what, 20 minutes??? before i had to go to the nurse and then my mom came to pick me up cause they couldn't give me any medicine cause the nurse couldn't get a hold of her boss. boooooooooo. she was really really really nice to me though, so that's good!! i love our school nurse. when i went home i just kind of watched hello kitty and ate food all day and then i went to go pick up my car from the school which was awkward walking back in after not having been there all day and my migraine (mostly) gone, and then having to drive myself home, idk it was just weird.

i really wanted to do stuff this weekend but i was just too unmotivated and tired. i wanted to watch some films, specifically everything everywhere all at once and brokeback mountain, but i was just too tired to focus :(

i DID however begin playing cookie run kingdom again!! you guys should add me on there. but let me know first otherwise i'll decline the friend request. it's personanongrata on the pure vanilla server. anyways anyways that game is SO FUN i love it so much, i got milky way cookie and dark cacao cookie!! i think they made the game easier. i'm not complaining! it's just that i'm getting more energy jelly thingies and it's easier to clear levels. and the gacha has been making my friends and i really really lucky. what's nOT easier is the damn arena, like jesus christ, it never ever ever gives me anyone i can beat!!!

oo some new music i like came out this week. boygenius, which is a supergroup made up of julien baker, phoebe bridgers, and lucy dacus, released a new ep, which UGHGHKJADL A IT'S SO GOOD. i like just finished listening to it it was sooooo goooooddddddd i loved it. like i think i'm just gonna make it my whole personality. the national put out a new song too, tropic morning news, and i liked it!! i didn't love it though. it was good!! just not AMAZINGGGG yknow

i've been watching a LOT of bluey too. like soooooo muchhhhh and i love it so much!!! it's like. one of the best shows ever shut up. the way the stories flow is just so satisfying and it's so realistic and lovely. it just makes me happy!!

i wish i could write my stupid screenplay for my digital media class, hhhhhh. i just can't think of what to do next. maybe i shouldn't have made fun of myself with it, i'm basically just writing a documentary about a stupid overly dramatic writer who's struggling to write his next hit novel. it's just so sucky that i can't make my brain work to do anything important, it's like all i can do is play cookie run and watch bluey. which isn't a bad thing!! it's just hard sometimes.

anyways so so sorry i got kinda dark there at the end!!! i'm gonna be okay :D it's just the middle of the winter and during this time of year it can get kind of hard. 

okay, see ya next week! sorry this update was a day late lmao i doubt anyone beside ara reads these though so it probably doesn't matter that it was late 

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~ van