#5 weekly update -- mostly just driving!

1.15.23

it's your friend van here with another weekly update. look at this!! i figured out how to format my blog to match my actual page!!! i may continue doing this or i might not. i actually really like how it looks so far so i'll probably leave it. the real question is whether or not i do the white highlight on the text again. i think it makes it easier to read but i'm not sure how i feel about it looking like that :P

so this week has actually been pretty busy!!! i thought i started fencing again this week but i don't, i start it next week :( so sad. but i still did a bunch of stuff!! on tuesday i had therapy, like normal. it was mildly useful. my therapist wants me to write like, an exploration of the self in the form of a screenplay, which honestly sounds annoying as shit, but i might try it >:T

on wednesday I GOT MY DRIVERS LICENSE WOOOO YAY it's been weird having a car i haven't really done much even though i could get up and go right now if i wanted to (well, i would need to get dressed...) but anyways it was pretty cool i drove myself back to my dad's place after my mom took me to get my license and it was weird driving alone i basically sang badly the whole time. i didn't get the chance to drive myself to school on thursday because it was storming terribly outside and like. no thanks. 

but i did drive myself to and from school on friday!! and i also drove myself to my friend gray's birthday dinner-- happy birthday gray!!! parking fucking SUCKS though i was lucky to get a space in the parking lot and not have to park on the street. i had to redo my parking like 5 times it was horribleeeeee. 

oh my god but when i got home on friday. yeesh. so long story short i forgot to put my car into park before i turned it off because i was really out of it and then i had to call my dad crying from the driveway like "help meeee i can't get the key to turn the other way to turn the car back on" and so he had to come out and we did a crazy jump thing cause the car started rolling and stuff. turns out my ignition is absolute ass so i'm a little scared to drive again bahaha. cause i'm just scared i'll be out and i won't be able to get the key to turn in the ignition again. maybe i just gotta get stronger. be a big STRONG MAN.

then on saturday i did NOTHING!!! i mean i literally watched bluey and ate breakfast. and i did my laundry and i called my friend lance! i also started making kandi which i'm still working on today. it's gonna be an epic rotator cuff, it's five x's tall and is going to have a whole cage cuff as the rotator!!! :D so it's a pretty hefty project.

i gotta go get gas at some point, i'll probably have my dad come with me to teach me how to do it. and i want bobaaaaaa there's a boba tea shop like 2 seconds from my dad's house but i'm just too lazy to go. i think once i finish this next bit on my kandi i'll go down and ask my dad to take me to get gas and then force him to come along to get boba with me LMAOOO nah just cause i might as well kill 2 birds with one stone and go in the same trip. good lord i'm not looking forward to paying for gas.

anyway sorry this update was mega boring again!! i swear at some point my life will get more exciting.

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~van / laszlo!!!