"Looking like a rat"
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Category: Life
I am very drunk; it is a lot. I will make this public, but I really need anyone to know that what I am doing isn't right. I am depressed like hell. My mood isn't the best, nor are the people or the people online. It has been hard because of my stalker and the fact that I had to get rid of my rat. I'd do anything to get my rat back; I truly would. When I am drunk, I dream about my rat. It just isn... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
- I love sanrio - I'm a punk/emo - I used to be a model but would love to get back into it one day, maybe - I really wanted to start a band when I was a kid, but maybe if I find the right people I can start one for the fun of it. - I'm an author and currently writing some books - I love making friends - I just want to be wild - I have one cool piercing, a tongue frenulum piercing and I would... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I just want motivation to continue writing my book, but this semester there is no motivation for anything, and I feel useless and like I can't do anything. I don't want to quit writing, but maybe it would be better to do it over the summer. I just want to finish the book this year! It really has been hard also since my alcoholism has gotten worse. Focus has been an issue but I believe in myself, I... » Continue Reading
Category: Food and Restaurants
I haven't really been eating, and I feel like it is normal now. I have done this before, and I keep coming back to it. It's just who I am at this point. I am ready to just let it take control. I have fought against it for so long, but I need to look better. Hating myself, I guess, is just who I am. No one has to know except you guys. And don't try to help or change my mind. It won't be worth it. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
To be honest, I used to think that love didn't exist. I felt like I was the only one in the world who could ever love. Friends and family members have abused me mentally, emotionally, and physically. The abuse gave me one lesson: fight back with war. But, of course, there were times when I fell in love, and they were all terrible before the love I now have. There was never a good ex. I have been l... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
Online college classes serve no purpose, make you contact other schools and do 5 hours of interviews, participate in activities, make you spend money, and give you grades after you worked hard on what you did. I'm about to drop this college class and change my major; please give me a teacher who knows what they're doing and isn't a jerk. I'm sorry if I spelled one thing wrong, but don't dock me fo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
If someone abuses or hurts you, you f**king fight back. Multiple men abused me in different ways. But I looked over everything and was able to get revenge. I lunged back; I yelled back; I mirrored their toxicity. I made my SA story public on all the platforms, and now I'm making sure I get justice for a stalker I have. Once I have his name, I'm calling him out. I am stronger and smarter than they ... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Some b***h, I swear, tried to trauma dump me, yet I really just ignored them. I'm going to respect pronouns because they say they're gender fluid. They're just a stranger who told me way too much trauma in just 3 seconds into a phone call I was on with them—what the fuck? It was so much that I just couldn't handle it. I asked my boyfriend to give me an excuse to tell them to back off in the nicest... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I am an alcoholic. There, I said it. and I know I am. I swear I'm drunk or have alcohol cravings most days. In fact, I consumed alcohol today and just now. I have a problem, but I always think I deserve it. I quit vaping, and my only craving is alcohol now. I feel like this is my major downfall majorly. There are so many stories about when I was drunk that I can tell you but let me know if you wa... » Continue Reading
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
I feel that fashion is a good way to express yourself and be yourself. I feel that no one should ever judge the way a person dresses, no matter how wild it is. If they feel confident and like themselves, then leave them alone. They aren't hurting anyone. I feel that judgment takes up so much time in people's lives that it causes too much chaos. We should all just remember that we are all humans; w... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Name: Feenyx Nickname: Feen, Fee Zodiac: scorpio eye color: Hazel Hair color: Top layer blonde, underlayer is brown Middle name: About to change it because I hate my legal one Your fear: Abandonment, people hating me, and all bugs Do you sing?: Yes, I took voice lessons and opera lessons What are you studying in College?: Elementary Education Boyfriend?: Yep, he is my angel Do you want to get ma... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I am one who has struggled with many things in my life, and there are some things I still struggle with. How I perceive myself mentally, visually, and emotionally is a huge struggle, especially with my body. I am not a fan of myself visually, even though people keep telling me that I look good, but somehow, I just can't see that. I always hate certain parts of my body, like my legs and my stomach,... » Continue Reading
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