ALC

I am an alcoholic. There, I said it. and I know I am. I swear I'm drunk or have alcohol cravings most days. In fact, I consumed alcohol today and just now. I have a problem, but I always think I deserve it. I quit vaping, and my only craving is alcohol now. I feel like this is my major downfall majorly. 

There are so many stories about when I was drunk that I can tell you but let me know if you want to know one of them. All I have to say is, please do not become like me, almost dependent. I regret drinking but I feel like I can't stop. Please take care of yourself.