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Category: Life
Instantly flooded all the negative emotions out at the start of my day, now there's only room left for productivity. I get such an energy boost after therapy. It's like the only place I can cry anymore because testosterone is lame and after like 2 months of taking it I lost the ability to cry. Worth it though because my voice is sounding great and I often manage to cry while I'm letting everything... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
Math is the only test I have left to get my GED and it's also the only one I actually need to study for. I am being reminded why I dropped out of school this shit is so draining. I instantly feel dead after like 30 minutes. My mom is also kinda difficult to work with. She means well but I keep explaining to her the way that my brain works differently and she is not conceptualizing it. And she walk... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Rant because I'm sad now and therapy isn't now. We both deal with depression and various other mental health issues, when I'm particularly sad I'm usually clingy depressed, when they're particularly sad they're usually social withdrawal depressed. We also live in different time zones and they still go to school while I don't so it can make things kinda hard, especially given that I'm the one with ... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
So given that I have alexithymia and can't process my own feelings very well, I have a very special connection with self-expression through various art forms such as music. I love it so much when I find a song that makes me feel seen in one way or another, but certain songs are different than others and I feel them on a deeper level. Like they are so specific to a certain part of me that my brain ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I used to really love watching those fandom cosplay crack videos in like elementary and middle school so much. 2016 me basically received all my serotonin from Mystic Messenger on crack cosplay videos and videos of in-character cosplay panels at cons (mostly Mystic Messenger and OHSHC). I was always jealous, they looked like so much fun and I wanted to have a friend group like that so badly so we ... » Continue Reading
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Category: News and Politics
Going to a local protest today that's meant to bring attention to and speak out on what's happening to trans people in America right now. I tried to put together as much of my trans and nonbinary accessories as possible and it's a pretty good test for what I should wear to pride this year too, though I'm probably gonna try and fit some other non-gender related flags for pride. I'm feeling really g... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Where I live we basically get winter, 2 autumns, and then FINALLY summer. Spring is not when the weather starts to warm and look nice it's just cold and rainy like it is practically all year except during summer (and sometimes it snows but usually not in December for some reason). The rain isn't usually very rough we just kinda get a constant light rain but I really dislike rain so it sucks. Summe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Everything is so much nicer at night. I always feel way more energized and I almost exclusively get productive things done at night. It's also when I feel the most real and present. Like the silent peace gives me this sense of grounding. In the warmer seasons, I like to go out to this nearby playground any time past midnight and sit on the swings. Once it gets particularly late there are practical... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Hi Hi, check out this gorgeous notebook I got! » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I tried making a private blog post to test it out. I wrote a few sentences and then I pasted my layout code like I did in my about me but it didn't work and the code was just everywhere. I know absolutely nothing about code, how do I put layouts on my posts?? body { background: #000 url(https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1016967967084400641/1082800793624784937/37f94750178e217b1502154c06ab2541.... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've had a thing for the romance genre for as long as I can remember so lots of the media I took in growing up glorified the hell outta your teen years but truly I hate it. It's wild to me that this is the legal age of adulthood because I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing and mentally I feel exactly the same as when I was 11 but with a more pessimistic outlook on life (and I was already a pre... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Hi I'm new here, my name is Persie my pronouns are it/he/they! I just discovered this site from tiktok and I like the vibe here much better than the rest of social media rn. Being connected online is so stressful as of late and I just wanna take a break from sucky things and have a place to be wholly me, good and bad vents. I'm probably going to use this blog like a public diary most of the time s... » Continue Reading
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