Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land by MARINA

So given that I have alexithymia and can't process my own feelings very well, I have a very special connection with self-expression through various art forms such as music. I love it so much when I find a song that makes me feel seen in one way or another, but certain songs are different than others and I feel them on a deeper level. Like they are so specific to a certain part of me that my brain associates that part of me with that song so much that it becomes a part of me and if you could physically examine my soul a chunk of it would purely be made of that song. 

Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land by MARINA.

I fucking L O V E that song. I feel like my actual being is that song. Generally, it's fairly easy for me to feel this connection between songs and specific feelings caused by specific events, but there are very few songs that I attach to myself. These songs fill me with this massive euphoria unlike anything else. It's very rare that I feel completely seen, understood, and accepted, by anyone or anything. I can't even completely see, understand, or accept myself. That's why the feeling I get from these songs is such a rush. That's why art is so beautiful and special to me.