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maybe I'm thinking too much again maybe I'll be better off forgetting it all maybe I just need to stop thinking at all Maybe if I just tried harder Maybe if I did something ,, anything Maybe if I screamed, or kicked, or scratch and bit and fought Maybe if I tried very hard to run away Maybe if it didn't happen at all Maybe if I remembered more Maybe if I forgot it altogether » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
i often get vivid dreams. mostly nightmares about what happened recently in my daily life in many many instances I've had dreams where i was actually surprised to wake up and find that it was not real sometimes i have dreams about people telling me things, over speech or over text,, then wake up and am kind of surprised to find out it wasn't real. Well, of course it wasn't real. Most of the time... » Continue Reading
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i try to be sweet when the world tastes so bitter and univiting it's better to harvest the sweetness within myself and maybe it'll become a little bit easier to swallow i realise more and more with each passing day that there really is no one that can provide me more with the same sweetness that i want to br able to be given at least on this human realm i wan t to be good to » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
I had an odd dream, last night. I often avoid sleeping, because I dislike having dreams. Or rather, nightmares. Despite how violent it was, I couldn't help but see. How beautiful and strange it was, too. In a peice of tissue paper Unravelling a dead moth Watching the wings crumple and flake away Like a burden had finally been freed from me. I don't really know what » Continue Reading
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I brush my teeth,, I put on sleeping clothes,, I lay out my blanket. I lie down,, I toss and turn But I do not sleep. I don't like going to sleep. Very rarely, I feel relaxed. I always feel tense. Always on edge. Like any moment now,, something is waiting. I don't know,, really. It's not like I can't get up or move. It just feels wrong » Continue Reading
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my head's been all over the place l8ly @-@ So many things happening,, some good,, some bad Mostly good which is nice :>> I've found out that my writing,, is frankly, terrible. Ever since I've started taking those English classes,, i am realising more and more that my writing is shit. It's like...I need to make a draft before I put it all on The Paper, yk? I will resolve this by using draft paper o... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
looking at my friends ,, the ones younger than me,, even,, getting into relationships and looking back on the ones I've had in the past I want to laugh a little,, because i was such a horrible person i still am a bit cruel,, at times,, but it takes time and effort. It's not an overnight change. I have such low standards for the people i surround myself with 1- Pay (somewhat) attention to me. 2... » Continue Reading
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I Like Showers now i used to fucking despise showers. But honestly,, then,, i just hayted even being alive. The water was collected in a tub,, sometimes bugs would crawl in. If they did,, we'd have to pou r it all out and fill it back up again. THis little thing could often take even an hour. Drip Drip Drip. just waiting for the water to fill up the tub a reasonable amount. A little yellow tint ... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
So uhhh yeah. i had some really weird and negative dreams for New Yeats but i just....could not accept that fact so i actually went back to sleep and continued those same dreams differently 1. DROWNING so yeah. a flood. the streets just filled with gunk and oranges. And i waddled through it while carrying multiple miscellaneous items which were to be carried to a car, and even when my face was b... » Continue Reading
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ueghhh.....warmss.... the warms is gobe.... gone...... the warms..... (insert chocking laughter)) i laugh way too much,, find too many things funny i speny like 5 mins just laughing at "no....my warms....my warms are gona....gone...." as i folded my blanket i guess it's nice, being able to laugh at things like this to be able to live again to be able to j » Continue Reading
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Usually,, this is something i am unbothered by. But alongside that, i have been noticing that my diet has gone to shit I need 2 watch what I eat. Not even because of the gaining weight aspect of it,, but because of Health Since the holidays started,, I kinda just stopped making my own food and just eating Whatever There Is and ending up with an upset stomach So. Yeah. I am wanting to actually E... » Continue Reading
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