So uhhh yeah. i had some really weird and negative dreams for New Yeats but i just....could not accept that fact so i actually went back to sleep and continued those same dreams differently 1. DROWNING so yeah. a flood. the streets just filled with gunk and oranges. And i waddled through it while carrying multiple miscellaneous items which were to be carried to a car, and even when my face was b... » Continue Reading
ueghhh.....warmss.... the warms is gobe.... gone...... the warms..... (insert chocking laughter)) i laugh way too much,, find too many things funny i speny like 5 mins just laughing at "no....my warms....my warms are gona....gone...." as i folded my blanket i guess it's nice, being able to laugh at things like this to be able to live again to be able to j » Continue Reading
Usually,, this is something i am unbothered by. But alongside that, i have been noticing that my diet has gone to shit I need 2 watch what I eat. Not even because of the gaining weight aspect of it,, but because of Health Since the holidays started,, I kinda just stopped making my own food and just eating Whatever There Is and ending up with an upset stomach So. Yeah. I am wanting to actually E... » Continue Reading
lampy hasb eeb n trying 2 sleep but unable to I feel so sick TT like so sick atumch churning ir whatever stomach churning okay i fewl like i am dying i am gonna not screen anymore maybe it is making it worse idl i spent like 2hrs tossing and turning and grumbling I took a really long nap this afternoon,, so i guess i am technically gonna get enough sleep because i » Continue Reading
Wrote and decorated a postcard,, put sealant on it so stickers wouldn't fall off ink smudged :( i am so sad actually but it is okay i think it's still readable » Continue Reading
Recently I've realised that I just can't be good to everyone all the time and that I should really stop lying to myself i mean, yeah, i like to think that i am sweet. and nice. but if you amplify that to the extreme, some other things get lost. and it just seems out of place, when I'm not as sweet and nice as I can be. I don't know, really, i just want to be true to myself and surround m » Continue Reading
make art make arrt it's all you're worth keep writing and writing and writing and drawing and writing and drawing and drawing and drawing and crumpling up pape » Continue Reading
Lamby puked today Overall just nauseous and not feeling good today,, past few days hv been Not Good,, game i rlly like is announcing its end and coming to terms with reality and emotional maturity and whatnot I think that I did not mature emotionally as well as some of my peers did. I want to learn how to. Be a person, yknow,, who can socialise with people their age without struggling so much. F... » Continue Reading
Not official official yet,, but yeah B]. i am doing school again. kinda. For Context for those who do not know,, Lamby has not been in school for years because of medical issues. He stopped at like the first or second year of secondary school and hasn't been since. So yah. Am trying 2 learning again. Gonna (hopefully) go to a learning centre next year. So i can do school and actually Finish doing... » Continue Reading
i don't know who needs 2hear thid rn,, but i love you you'rre matter.yiour life is important and worth something you deserve to live you deserve to live and change and grow and learn you deserve help you deserve to feelfcfomcomfortable you are deserving of food and shelter you deserve slleep. and the nicest blankets the warmest soup you you deserve » Continue Reading
i like reading comics. i feel happy,, when i actually,, like.. take time 2 do things. i just find myself staring and doing nothing,, most of the day. I don't like that. Recently,, doing more,, and that's nice. Cleared out clothes a lil' bit. Read a lil' bit. A little bit. Just a little bit,, everyday. It's better than notig. I like 2 call myself a losrer oftenl,,, but like... i'm not a loser i am ... » Continue Reading