based on current events

i often get vivid dreams. mostly nightmares 

about what happened recently in my daily life 

in many many instances I've had dreams where i was actually surprised to wake up and find that it was not real

sometimes i have dreams about people telling me things,

over speech or over text,,

then wake up and am kind of surprised to find out it wasn't real.

Well, of course it wasn't real.

Most of the time it's silly.

So i recently stopped talking to someone i thought i was friends with

and then i had a dream where they texted me something like

'honey is sweet incineration 

incarnation garden of temptation desire holds thee'

and i woke up so confused

just

h u h

i scrolled through the texts to find they weren't real.

so yeah. that was pretty weird.

Anotherr time,, i had a dream that i was at some store.

snd there was a lot of merch of a character i liked

which was cool

and then i looked around and for a tiny plushie smaller than my pinky it was 90 dolalrs and i was super sad

that was probably because i was recently looking at merch of a character and it was just. sooooo pricey i got upset and yeah.

Another example of this phenomenon,,

i was upset that day that i spilt something

i had a dream aboout it.

it was pretty negative,, but it mad e me realise that one mistake i make is not the end of everything in the world.

anyways nighty night bye bye thank you for reading blog Lamby