Intro Blog Thingy!!! :0 (oh em gee it is intro thingy !!!) (I keep on editing this-) What type of stuff my account has: ⚠️ Trigger/Content Warnings: Sad poetry and vents and such sometim » Continue Reading
I want to love. i want to heal. i want to smile. i want to laugh. and make other people laugh. i want to smile. To make myself smile. i want. i want so much. i want to love. i want to fill my heart with love. i want to enjoy my food. i want to enjoy my hobbies. i want to enjoy making my art. i want to enjoy living. i want to fill it al » Continue Reading
i say that as if it's not the norm but oh well. I remember. Very clearly. Attempting to watch television and it just showed in this greenish blueish mountain background with the captions "it's not safe anymore" and i spent some time wandering around a really big living room (?) before waking up. (edit: i do have to mention that it was showing other stuff before that too. i can't remember what exac... » Continue Reading
Google Podcasts is apparently not gonna work in the future and i don't really know what other places i can listen to podcasts for free. I know some are on YT as well, like Welcome to Night Vale and Magnus Archives and there are some on Spotify too. but some I'm listening to I can only find on Google podcasts and I hope I'll be able to record them before they're gone :'[ I've been listening to one ... » Continue Reading
I've learnt like basic hiragana for Japanese. like, basic kana. I know a few kanji but still can't really write them properly. I've mostly learnt to read, writing is still difficult but I'm gettin' there. I can write this now without google translation which is cool: ピーザは好きです。おいしい。 idk my vocab is still a bit too low to form proper sentences. I'm mainly learning Japanese because Culture is fasc... » Continue Reading
little warning: this isn't meant to be read in a suggestive way, but it may strongly come across as such. Proceed with caution if that bothers you. +small note i wrote this at 12 am it's not proofread or edited and i don't really wanna I'll just leave it like this Sometimes, just » Continue Reading
Fried Potato Cheese Balls. Original recipe by @Nino's Home on YT Stuff You Need: Potatoes. Bread or Panko パン粉 Oil. Salt. Flour. (plain or all purpose. I used bread flour but it's ok if you don't have any:) Egg. Determination. Cheese. (mozzarella cheese block, preferably.) [Optional] Packet of your favourite crisps Chilli seasoning. ... Peel potatoes, ste » Continue Reading
i don't even know if it goes into this category but yeah. I've been wondering why I like being on my phone so much. On the net. On the Internet. The sadder I am, the more time I seem to want to spend on it. Then I wondered why I like sleeping so much. Dreaming. Wanting to go back to sleep even if I'd just woken up from a nightmare. "Not being alive. Not being real." "I want to forget. I want to ... » Continue Reading
i want to kiss it so gently at the top of it's head and tell them do not be scared cat but they run a way. and also i am allergic to cats. » Continue Reading
I'm just writing here, for whatever reason. I got a nightmare. A scary one. I should be used to them by now but yeah. I get nightmares so often. It sucks, sometimes. Because I get so scared and shaken that I just have to be like :( for a good few minutes. But at this point it's my default so I just have to deal with it. I got a nightmare some entity (?) was strangling me. Not strangling, but lik... » Continue Reading
idk i just wanted to put somethin' here :3 I've been watchin' dungeon meshi I'm at ep 12 and i love it sm :3 first time i watch a show and don't immediately pick out an 'ooh that's my favourite :0' character because i love them all so much T>T i am uhhh. yah just wanted to say a little 'bout that :] i haven't read the manga so i might do that soon ! :D i really wanna get the art books also becaus... » Continue Reading
Man, I wish I could get a wizard cape. It'd be super heckin' cool. I'm gonna get one. And a wizard hat. On my birthday, probably. Idk. I need to save up money, I guess. But I will make this wish come true one day. An awesome wizard cape shall be mine. » Continue Reading