Is this some sort of fear or what

Lamby again dropping paragraphs upon paragraphs of nonsensical word dump

My dreams remain mostly significantly indicative of my current worries

I feel like there's a difference between a scary dream and a dream that has scary things in it

A dream can itself not be that scary, but have things going on in it that are pretty scary. Like a ghost,, or maybe,, some mulitation. It's scary,, but like,, within the context, not that scary. Like it's just there.

But a scary dream can be about some of the most random shit

Had this dream, barefoot, in a cluttered and dirty kitchen 

stepped all over unrecognisable food remains

It was just really chilling 

It felt terrifying ,,for whatever reason 

That if I looked too long or tried to make sense of it something terrible would happen 

I have conflicting feelings about dreams 

on one hand ,, it's nice,, and in some dreams I kind of hope I didn't wake up

In other dreams,, I wake up, then find myself so shaken I can barely breathe 

The scariest dreams always give me an anxiety ridden feeling. 

Almost as if I'm not supposed to be there

Like I'm crossing some sort of boundary within my mind

looking into a place I was never even meant to be at

But that's just a theory ,, really 

Some people think that dreams don't really mean anything 

To me,, most of my dreams are nonsense 

Maybe I'm analysing too much,, who knows.

I don't often pick apart my dreams unless they are particularly interesting 

I don't think my dreams say anything about me as a person,, because I often have dreams of terrible things I'd really never want to do or witness 

I think it says more about what I have on my mind,, like the thoughts that bothsr me, past or presently .

Other than that I don't think my dreams are very indicative of my personality 

Anyways that is enough drawing and spaceheying Goodnight To Anyone and Everyone Reading because I am about to absolutely Good My Night Tonight (sleep))