I sometimes wish we could go back to the times when we were close. When we used to know each other’s secrets because we were never apart. When we always used to spend REAL time together. When I felt like I had at least some revelence in your life. I miss when we used to have mini adventures and pretend like we didn’t exist.. we stayed in a constant loop, where hate and time didn’t exist. When all... » Continue Reading
I’m feeling kind of heavy and nostalgic… I want to take the time to absorb old memories. Good and bad, memories that will soon drift away until they become faint thoughts. As if I suddenly became an old woman with dementia. But would losing my memory even be a bad thing? .. I mean.. when ever I think on past memories, it puts me in a state of reminiscent. Constantly thinking on how much better m... » Continue Reading
Corny ass website has me feeling like it’s 2005, and the only way I can communicate with other “teenagers.” is through publicly blogging my feelings on my clamshell IBook apple MacBook. While watching zoey 101. Not like I would know how that feels because I was born in 2004 lmao. » Continue Reading
If you’re reading this.. you don’t have to worry about me taking my own life..I will never put my family in that kind of predicament again. I will not leave my siblings with no one. Once I’m gone, they’ll suffer tremendously. I care too much for them to just end my life here. I need to see it through….. I hope I die by the hands of fate.. soon.. I pray Im gone soon. » Continue Reading