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Category: Friends
Sometimes I regret coming on here...the website I mean. idk... I just feel like all I do here is write on my blog. and even that is pointless... I mean yeah, I get to express myself and let out emotions. But I want to feel seen. I want som » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
When I think of her I get overwhelmed With guilt and sadness. So I don’t think about her, But she will always fill my heart. I feel guilty because, I don’t know if I miss our old life And the easiness of it all. Or If I miss someone being there for me all the time, Someone I can tell anything to And feel like they’ll love me unconditionally. And tell me what I n » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
How do you define someone caring about you? I feel like people don’t care about me.. well they do.. but in a ‘lol, how are you type of way’ or when I die they would come to my funeral, but in less than a year they would definitely forget about me. I don’t have a special role in anyone’s life any more… Actually when I get suicidal I think about my sisters.. because they are the only people that I... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Honestly.. I’ve been getting fatter, I’ve been getting acne, and my mood is always bad. My depression is definitely getting worse. I can’t tell if it’s because Im back in my home town.. or if I’m surrounded by negative energy, or even if I’m Talking to my best friend less than when I live in a different country.. it’s probably all of these reasons. Buts what’s worse is I have no one to go to. I al... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It’s 12:28 Rn and I’m feeling very suicidal and sad. I’m missing my mom and i want to die. I want to die so bad and I really don’t know what sparked me to feel this way. but I just want to feel the warmth of her hugs and kisses.. I want her to tell me everything will be okay. I want her to say that she’s proud of me and she loves me. I want her to be here so I can feel like life is worth living. ... » Continue Reading
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