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I have a lot of hate in my heart. I get scared every time that little bit of hatred seeps out.
I start to get aggressive and angry.
I wish I could get rid of that hate.. but it’s basically a bullet wound covered up by a band aid… it takes time to heal, it needs special care.
I want to stop dealing with everything. I don’t want to drive.. I don’t want to talk to ppl I don’t want be fat and ugly, I don’t want to get a job I don’t want to get a diploma, I don’t want kids, I don’t want to do my hair, I don’t want to look in the mirror, I don’t want to be alive I pray every day that I fall asleep and never wake up again.
Can my story just end?
Little things start to piss me of. And I just want to slam my head into a wall or squeeze something until I can’t feel my fingers.
The hate is enough to make want to harm myself again, I want to hurt myself every day.
I want to get a heart attack and die already.
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