"extremely haunted"
peroxide. 22. nyc.
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Category: Life
its the nicest day out since the world began. saturday night and i am sitting at home on my bed in my jean shorts (don't worry they're clean). it feels like summer. it feels like comfort. its thick in the air. my roommates go out to a dinner reservation. my neighbors host a backyard party. where'd it all go? ... tomorrow is strange. i wasn't really thinking about it, until it came. when you spend ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i work a lot. almost every day. i don’t know where i’m headed. sometimes i think, this is okay. but i don’t want it forever. april is a strange time. weathers nicer. wear a hoodie and a t shirt kinda stuff. nothing much is going on. there are so many different futures for me. i think about them all the time. 22 feels tiring. i’m still me and i wonder how long i will be me until i change again. i s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i’ve been writing these for a little bit. i like haiku format. 575 sought it out to find warmth and comfort forever safe under the ground eyes meet in transit look away gentle smiles not now not now please wandering around night time window fully lit up it could be me, too tanka (5 lines instead of 3) 57577 ocean in my hands » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hi. been a while.. i started a new job. i work at a stationary cards paper toys candles etc store in manhattan now. it’s one of those things that feels like some sort of really silly twisted turn of events. like yes yes very funny god. i’m going back to school in september and redoing my entire second year which i am in no mood to do. i feel like it’s not worth it. but we’ll see. i had a weird d... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
3 years on spacehey today! :) this is a very special site to me. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
everything is very strange. i am here. i am there. i am in between. no matter what happens i keep going. no matter what outcome it will be okay. recently i have been yearning. i feel like i didn’t appreciate what i had when i had it. very stupid of me. still.. i don’t feel the want to turn back time. i wouldn’t change anything. if anything i yearn for my future. part of me still really wants a war... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
22 years ago… after 7 whole months of developing steadily… a very small human was extracted out of another human. this thing was not supposed to be taken out so early. it was supposed to develop for 2 months longer. but it has never once obeyed the rules of the universe. yet it was so eager to see the universe, that it left it’s chamber early, and survived out of pure curiosity to see as much of i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
dear diary i am going through a lot. and by that i mean absolutely nothing worth complaining about. it is day 1000000000 of being kind of a useless member of society. i don't want to work, or go to school, or do much of anything. i am 22 in um.. let me see. 2 weeks! 22 years on this earth. not really doing much of anything. there is really so much i could be doing. i could go to the park. or go an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
monday jan 13 2025 3:41 am happy new year. i’m supposed to start my new semester today but nothings fully set yet so i will probably actually start next week. maybe. i don’t really know how any of this works. lately, i’ve been feeling pretty okay. i really don’t know what to do with my life. lately i’ve been feeling like i should do the things that i want. and maybe that’s enough. i’m going to try... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i hope you know that through every unspoken thought and misguided attempt and silent moment i still thought it was enough. i’m sorry. i’m sick, and staying in my room until further notice. so i’m with my thoughts. i say a lot of things i don’t mean and i think a lot of things i wish i said. it doesn’t change anything and that’s okay. but it was really enough for me the whole way through. in any in... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i am just quite sad about all of it. even though it’s the right thing there is still an ache. i choose not to regret anything in my life because i find it doesn’t do me any good. but there are times i wish i did things just a little bit differently. which makes me feel quite stupid that i didn’t do it right at all. if there even is a right or wrong, i guess. but perhaps even if i did things differ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
bruises on knees bruises on arms bruises on ribs bruises on neck whole body soreness vocal cord micro tearing toothache cat scratches back scratches canine teeth ripping through cardboard poking into skin transforming into cells multiplying and dividing germ warfare through the flesh ear ringing depression anxiety hypermobility visions interpreted as delusion » Continue Reading
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