"extremely haunted"
peroxide. 22. nyc.
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Category: Life
hi. been a while.. i started a new job. i work at a stationary cards paper toys candles etc store in manhattan now. it’s one of those things that feels like some sort of really silly twisted turn of events. like yes yes very funny god. i’m going back to school in september and redoing my entire second year which i am in no mood to do. i feel like it’s not worth it. but we’ll see. i had a weird d... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
3 years on spacehey today! :) this is a very special site to me. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
everything is very strange. i am here. i am there. i am in between. no matter what happens i keep going. no matter what outcome it will be okay. recently i have been yearning. i feel like i didn’t appreciate what i had when i had it. very stupid of me. still.. i don’t feel the want to turn back time. i wouldn’t change anything. if anything i yearn for my future. part of me still really wants a war... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
22 years ago… after 7 whole months of developing steadily… a very small human was extracted out of another human. this thing was not supposed to be taken out so early. it was supposed to develop for 2 months longer. but it has never once obeyed the rules of the universe. yet it was so eager to see the universe, that it left it’s chamber early, and survived out of pure curiosity to see as much of i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
dear diary i am going through a lot. and by that i mean absolutely nothing worth complaining about. it is day 1000000000 of being kind of a useless member of society. i don't want to work, or go to school, or do much of anything. i am 22 in um.. let me see. 2 weeks! 22 years on this earth. not really doing much of anything. there is really so much i could be doing. i could go to the park. or go an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
monday jan 13 2025 3:41 am happy new year. i’m supposed to start my new semester today but nothings fully set yet so i will probably actually start next week. maybe. i don’t really know how any of this works. lately, i’ve been feeling pretty okay. i really don’t know what to do with my life. lately i’ve been feeling like i should do the things that i want. and maybe that’s enough. i’m going to try... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i hope you know that through every unspoken thought and misguided attempt and silent moment i still thought it was enough. i’m sorry. i’m sick, and staying in my room until further notice. so i’m with my thoughts. i say a lot of things i don’t mean and i think a lot of things i wish i said. it doesn’t change anything and that’s okay. but it was really enough for me the whole way through. in any in... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i am just quite sad about all of it. even though it’s the right thing there is still an ache. i choose not to regret anything in my life because i find it doesn’t do me any good. but there are times i wish i did things just a little bit differently. which makes me feel quite stupid that i didn’t do it right at all. if there even is a right or wrong, i guess. but perhaps even if i did things differ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
bruises on knees bruises on arms bruises on ribs bruises on neck whole body soreness vocal cord micro tearing toothache cat scratches back scratches canine teeth ripping through cardboard poking into skin transforming into cells multiplying and dividing germ warfare through the flesh ear ringing depression anxiety hypermobility visions interpreted as delusion » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i am so sharp. my bones are sharp. my hips are sharp. my face is sharp. my body is sharp. my teeth are sharp. my nails are sharp. my eyes are sharp. my bruises are sharp. my pain is sharp. my desire is sharp. my voice is sharp. my scream is sharp. my life is sharp. my knife is sharp. my skin is sharp. my actions are sharp. my existence is sharp. » Continue Reading
Category: Quiz/Survey
you thought you’d never feel this way in your life but before you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time suddenly you feel everything all at once* » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
when you find something that you want to do for the rest of your life forever it is kind of a big deal. especially when you did not think you wanted to do anything for the rest of your life forever. the answer stares at me right in my face. i reach out and touch it and it glows and sputters and travels all around me. it is like catching a star. it is like swallowing a star. its wonderful but it bu... » Continue Reading
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