"extremely haunted"
peroxide. 22. nyc.
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i am a pillbug. i am buried under the dirt very very very far away. curled up and unmoving. sleeping and breathing. when i want to, i can hear what’s going on above the surface of the earth. i hear people talking. i hear animals communicating. i hear rustling. i hear decay. i hear time moving. because i am curled into a ball nothing has been able to harm me. i am curled so tightly it would be har... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
finally made 90% of my blogs private... i'd been meaning to for a while. condensed ~20something pages into 4ish. honestly i've realized that i'm an incredibly private person in most ways and i didn't really appreciate 19 year old me plastering the entirety of my senior year of highschool on here, so its all gone from the public except some poems and things. part of it was enjoyable but a lot of it... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
it is already hot and i am already sweating lay on the ground take your shirt off keep your shorts on put on the low fidelity tape into the tape player hear the humming open the windows let the air in turn the fan on talk into it close the windows make dough with sugar read the newspaper walk with me after dark shake the sand out of your shoes go to sleep far » Continue Reading
Category: Life
well, its definitely not the life i planned. i don't think anyone would have, if they were me, or if they could choose. its may. summer is right around the corner. i sit on my bed in my clean room with my new candle lit. laundry freshly done and put away. i got a credit card today. its 630ish. quiet ish. peaceful, certainly. i've been noticing that i actually quite enjoy my life. for more than jus... » Continue Reading
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i keep going in circles. sometimes i reach into my mind and think about a memory. i hold it. i’m 15 under a bridge with my friends playing truth or dare. i’m 17 walking along the road for hours. i’m 12 watching lord of the rings in my pajamas. i’m 20 and i’m sick in my apartment. i’m 8 listening to my teacher read me a story on the carpet. in my earliest memory i am maybe 2, and my dad is reading ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
its the nicest day out since the world began. saturday night and i am sitting at home on my bed in my jean shorts (don't worry they're clean). it feels like summer. it feels like comfort. its thick in the air. my roommates go out to a dinner reservation. my neighbors host a backyard party. where'd it all go? ... tomorrow is strange. i wasn't really thinking about it, until it came. when you spend ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i work a lot. almost every day. i don’t know where i’m headed. sometimes i think, this is okay. but i don’t want it forever. april is a strange time. weathers nicer. wear a hoodie and a t shirt kinda stuff. nothing much is going on. there are so many different futures for me. i think about them all the time. 22 feels tiring. i’m still me and i wonder how long i will be me until i change again. i s... » Continue Reading
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i’ve been writing these for a little bit. i like haiku format. 575 sought it out to find warmth and comfort forever safe under the ground eyes meet in transit look away gentle smiles not now not now please wandering around night time window fully lit up it could be me, too tanka (5 lines instead of 3) 57577 ocean in my hands » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hi. been a while.. i started a new job. i work at a stationary cards paper toys candles etc store in manhattan now. it’s one of those things that feels like some sort of really silly twisted turn of events. like yes yes very funny god. i’m going back to school in september and redoing my entire second year which i am in no mood to do. i feel like it’s not worth it. but we’ll see. i had a weird d... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
3 years on spacehey today! :) this is a very special site to me. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
everything is very strange. i am here. i am there. i am in between. no matter what happens i keep going. no matter what outcome it will be okay. recently i have been yearning. i feel like i didn’t appreciate what i had when i had it. very stupid of me. still.. i don’t feel the want to turn back time. i wouldn’t change anything. if anything i yearn for my future. part of me still really wants a war... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
22 years ago… after 7 whole months of developing steadily… a very small human was extracted out of another human. this thing was not supposed to be taken out so early. it was supposed to develop for 2 months longer. but it has never once obeyed the rules of the universe. yet it was so eager to see the universe, that it left it’s chamber early, and survived out of pure curiosity to see as much of i... » Continue Reading
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