"extremely haunted"
peroxide. 22. nyc.
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i am a pillbug. i am buried under the dirt very very very far away. curled up and unmoving. sleeping and breathing. when i want to, i can hear what’s going on above the surface of the earth. i hear people talking. i hear animals communicating. i hear rustling. i hear decay. i hear time moving. because i am curled into a ball nothing has been able to harm me. i am curled so tightly it would be har... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
finally made 90% of my blogs private... i'd been meaning to for a while. condensed ~20something pages into 4ish. honestly i've realized that i'm an incredibly private person in most ways and i didn't really appreciate 19 year old me plastering the entirety of my senior year of highschool on here, so its all gone from the public except some poems and things. part of it was enjoyable but a lot of it... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
3 years on spacehey today! :) this is a very special site to me. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
everything is very strange. i am here. i am there. i am in between. no matter what happens i keep going. no matter what outcome it will be okay. recently i have been yearning. i feel like i didn’t appreciate what i had when i had it. very stupid of me. still.. i don’t feel the want to turn back time. i wouldn’t change anything. if anything i yearn for my future. part of me still really wants a war... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
22 years ago… after 7 whole months of developing steadily… a very small human was extracted out of another human. this thing was not supposed to be taken out so early. it was supposed to develop for 2 months longer. but it has never once obeyed the rules of the universe. yet it was so eager to see the universe, that it left it’s chamber early, and survived out of pure curiosity to see as much of i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
dear diary i am going through a lot. and by that i mean absolutely nothing worth complaining about. it is day 1000000000 of being kind of a useless member of society. i don't want to work, or go to school, or do much of anything. i am 22 in um.. let me see. 2 weeks! 22 years on this earth. not really doing much of anything. there is really so much i could be doing. i could go to the park. or go an... » Continue Reading
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monday jan 13 2025 3:41 am happy new year. i’m supposed to start my new semester today but nothings fully set yet so i will probably actually start next week. maybe. i don’t really know how any of this works. lately, i’ve been feeling pretty okay. i really don’t know what to do with my life. lately i’ve been feeling like i should do the things that i want. and maybe that’s enough. i’m going to try... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i hope you know that through every unspoken thought and misguided attempt and silent moment i still thought it was enough. i’m sorry. i’m sick, and staying in my room until further notice. so i’m with my thoughts. i say a lot of things i don’t mean and i think a lot of things i wish i said. it doesn’t change anything and that’s okay. but it was really enough for me the whole way through. in any in... » Continue Reading
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i am just quite sad about all of it. even though it’s the right thing there is still an ache. i choose not to regret anything in my life because i find it doesn’t do me any good. but there are times i wish i did things just a little bit differently. which makes me feel quite stupid that i didn’t do it right at all. if there even is a right or wrong, i guess. but perhaps even if i did things differ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
bruises on knees bruises on arms bruises on ribs bruises on neck whole body soreness vocal cord micro tearing toothache cat scratches back scratches canine teeth ripping through cardboard poking into skin transforming into cells multiplying and dividing germ warfare through the flesh ear ringing depression anxiety hypermobility visions interpreted as delusion » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i am so sharp. my bones are sharp. my hips are sharp. my face is sharp. my body is sharp. my teeth are sharp. my nails are sharp. my eyes are sharp. my bruises are sharp. my pain is sharp. my desire is sharp. my voice is sharp. my scream is sharp. my life is sharp. my knife is sharp. my skin is sharp. my actions are sharp. my existence is sharp. » Continue Reading
Category: Quiz/Survey
you thought you’d never feel this way in your life but before you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time suddenly you feel everything all at once* » Continue Reading
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