"extremely haunted"
peroxide. 22. nyc.
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i am so sharp. my bones are sharp. my hips are sharp. my face is sharp. my body is sharp. my teeth are sharp. my nails are sharp. my eyes are sharp. my bruises are sharp. my pain is sharp. my desire is sharp. my voice is sharp. my scream is sharp. my life is sharp. my knife is sharp. my skin is sharp. my actions are sharp. my existence is sharp. » Continue Reading
Category: Quiz/Survey
you thought you’d never feel this way in your life but before you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time suddenly you feel everything all at once* » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
when you find something that you want to do for the rest of your life forever it is kind of a big deal. especially when you did not think you wanted to do anything for the rest of your life forever. the answer stares at me right in my face. i reach out and touch it and it glows and sputters and travels all around me. it is like catching a star. it is like swallowing a star. its wonderful but it bu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i get so excited i can't even think. i shut my eyes and squeeze squeeze » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i am just always looking and i dont know when to stop looking. and i tell myself, please stop looking. nothing is changing. nothing is happening. nothing is changing. nothing is changing. the world is still going on with or without me looking. your life goes on and my life goes on. i tell myself its unfair to say it so directly because of, i don't know, social norms. but one day i will stop lookin... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
it’s late, i’m tired cool glow of the light pulls me to sleep stillness of the tree outside my window makes me ponder it’s all very fleeting but i still wake does anyone even read these blogs anymore? hello, are you out there? don’t i just wish you were out there? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
everything is very weird. on one hand i have this beautiful thing going and i don't wanna fuck it up. i care a lot. and it seems to be working out i think. on the other hand i feel very.. messy.. muddy.. foggy..... about life. i feel more antisocial than ever. maybe i should up my meds dose.. doesn't help that my roommates are all older than me and have very fulfilling lives. i hold just this one ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
push pulse obliterate afternoon acid birth show scream settle shape sweet shaped halfness shimmering catharsis fragment destruction anything as burial above vacant fatality first sharp eternity pulsate towards violent beauty flash flicker underneath the glow we turn turn turn stick your hands in sharp wet machinery greets you on the other side [][[][][[ » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
nothing changes. i was laying around feeling uncomfortable about life and listening to my chemical romance at 16 and im laying around feeling uncomfortable about life and listening to my chemical romance at 21 » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
vehicular accidents of the mind it keeps happening over and over dreaming of a beautiful fatality where you're on the other side of the screens and as we lay down and sleep all these places all these people all these knives and hearts and pleasures of the skin it takes me away and i keep opening myself to everyone i meet hoping they'll reach in and pull something out that i've never seen what is l... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
well shenanigans definitely ensued. as i am now phoneless and walletless. oh well. of course it had to happen to me though. froze my bank accounts and put my phone on lost mode shrug emoji anyway...... the good stuff this weekend. love my friends forever. love mcr forever. sometimes i forget mcr is my favorite band of all time ever and then i see them front row and scream along to words i havent t... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
started medication a few days ago. a week ago maybe? i feel.. interesting. i can do so much. i’m not tired anymore. i also can’t eat. at least for now.. everything tastes really bad. and i’m just not hungry? it’s weird. i’m trying to feed myself but idk. other than that i feel amazing and like i want to rip my skin off at the same time. my hands tingle. it’s very weird. but very good. and very bad... » Continue Reading
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