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Confessions of a Tooth Grinder

Category: Blogging

As far as I am concerned, this is a new issue for me. In that: yes in college on the train to and fro, which took an hour and a half, I would bite my thumb so fiercely in my anxiety that I still, eleven years later, have a distinctly tooth-shaped white scar there. It has sort of merged, over time, into the scar from where my first girlfriend attacked me with a compass. Although that particular sca... » Continue Reading

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Medusa [a poem]

Category: Writing and Poetry

This being part two of the poem triptych I have been working on about climate change (yes I was bullied as a child, why do you ask?), the first being here . Medusa! We saw her in a dream, Stripped entirely She watched us naked and terrified,  "How do I calm down all these fucking snakes?" Medusa!  Could you crawl inside of me? Could you turn my heart to flint? I don't want to feel like this any mo... » Continue Reading

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Icarus [a poem]

Category: Writing and Poetry

I've got all this cardboard Sitting in my apartment, a haphazard skyscraper A game of Jenga With Amazon smiles all over it. Could I turn it  Into something other? Could I Forsake plastic forever. Make Icarus wings Leave this burning feeling  This burning planet and head straight Up! Up where the clouds are soft again Where the planets we haven't fucked yet live Where the rain is gentle. Rub baby o... » Continue Reading

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An Ode to The Lost [bad Poem]

Category: Writing and Poetry

Sputtering They dragged you away! In a straight jacket.  Is that even legal still?  Hey dude what are they pumping into your veins today. I don't know. I forget the name a lot of consonants. Heavy on the Ks.  You peacefully numb yet? I want to slash my jugular with this double plated window. Which is why I am not allowed on my own. When I wake up it is to blinding light that never leaves. When I s... » Continue Reading

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Bad Poem (TW ED)

Category: Writing and Poetry

How do you continue when you're tired How do you go on When you can't get the nutrition you need into your body how do you consecrate that Confectualise it Con-script it? I don't know I just know I'm tired all the time. I'm honing myself into what I want to be I'm whittling down my body into something harder and tougher than the Bulimia Glands that have lived in my cheeks for two decades God I wan... » Continue Reading

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About Me

Category: Life

I do just post a bulletin every day that sort of assumes you all already know everything about me (apparently it's funny! People do seem to like them) but I haven't really given you any context. So. My grandparents were christian missionaries in Africa and England respectively and my parents have both worked in the church my entire life. I grew up in London which actually sucks, and I had no frien... » Continue Reading

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2021 Has Officially Made Me Take Care Of Myself and It's Not Awful, Actually

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

Been a while since I did one of these and it's just quite an exciting time in my life at the moment and I wanted to document it in a way that wouldn't disappear after ten days. More for myself than anyone. Yesterday after four weeks of radio silence from my job after I was put on leave for deleting a sexist post, I quit. I told my boss that since I had come out and changed my name my colleagues ha... » Continue Reading

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