How do you continue when you're tired
Bad Poem (TW ED)
How do you go on
When you can't get the nutrition you need into your body how do you consecrate that
Con-script it? I don't know I just know I'm tired all the time. I'm honing myself into what I want to be I'm whittling down my body into something harder and tougher than the Bulimia Glands that have lived in my cheeks for two decades
God I want to be tough
God I want to be strong enough to scowl under my mask at a man who wolf-whistles me
I want to be sculpted from marble is that too much?
I want to be Lilith and Alexander
It takes work it takes work.
Which body will I wake up in tomorrow?
Because that will dictate breakfast lunch and dinner.
But my parents are proud of me and I am alive. Which is both miraculous and terrifying.