leaving my profile up for archiving/nostalgia's sake yay. also will pin this in case someone wanted to add me or wondered where i've been. but yea, im moving on from spacehey. imma miss my profile here ig it looks nice and i worked hard on it. but ig posting here just doesn't hit. and looking for interesting new blogs is like walking into a toxic waste every time, kinda like if someone made twitte... » Continue Reading
egg over rice thank you for everything, thank you for being a balanced meal i can't wait to eat every day over and over unironically!!! god i needed an alternative to nutri drinks which were safe but gotten quite expensive. autism makes it so hard for me to eat properly, way too often i go malnutritioned over months of eating fuck all. i am not yet sure how to safely try new foods because id hate ... » Continue Reading
yes this is a venting/ranting blog now, i gotta get over it but man, i am so tired of people who really think they can just be uwu impartial to everything and be friendly and accepting to everyone. you can be kind and uphold people's decency without becoming a moral wet wipe with no standards whatsoever. if you just back off when one of your friends hurt another and is clearly vile and in the wron... » Continue Reading
you can acknowledge predatory practices of social media and advertising without deeming the smartphone usage to be the prime cause for 'mental illness epidemic'. there are people who seriously think that social unrest, bigotry, propaganda, climate change etc. aren't the real problem, but the modern technologies that give us access to the news, thus making us 'more anxious and depressed'. while in ... » Continue Reading
there are many things throughout my day that i'd love to record or reflect upon, but the moment i sit down to write a blog post, it's like my mind turns blank. i think it's probably because i am scared of writing a diary post, something incoherent when it comes to it's topics, more important to me than strangers on the internet. Rosaria taught me about the phenomena of the unseen voyeur r » Continue Reading
i woke up to a snowy landscape outside today. i don't know why, but it always puts me in a nostalgic and reflective mood. maybe it has something to do with a new year coming around, or maybe just the serenity of it all, as soon as the last cheap fireworks fail to imitate the stars. i started my first diary in winter. i started my venting account in winter (the vent app is gone now, good riddance).... » Continue Reading
i think this is the moment i become a PC nerd. fuck it, i will buy my own components, i will build my own PC, i don't care anymore, u shitty laptop!!! i bought it exactly so i DON'T have to worry about hardware, compatibilities, chips and soldering. and here it goes, after a bunch of nerdy diagnostics it seems like my laptop commits the moment the GPU is put under any stress whatsoever. thank god... » Continue Reading
aka short thoughts on avatars, personas, vtubers and building your own brand. i guess you could say i am having a small epiphany regarding my existence on social media and online as a whole. this will be very unstructured, as i am still not sure what exactly my conclusion is. however, i am curious to learn your thoughts on the matter and whether you feel the same. the core idea of it is that the i... » Continue Reading
i somehow managed to get out of bed for my doctor's appointment, even though i am generally really fatigued. i got written sick, so i decided to go to the library. i actually found the sequel to 'the last hours' and i am So excited to read it! i got really attached to the characters. it's been a while since i felt this way about a book. maybe abandoning YA novels in favor of other genres paid off!... » Continue Reading