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It's taken me like three months to figure out that I am (once again) trying to do too much lol Anyway, I'm 30 and my life is in shambles NR, but my brain makes me feel like it is any time I get overwhelmed (which is, like, all the time lol) Taking a look back at last year, I can say that I have improved at eating more consistently, but we're still working on dinner on my nights off. Might l » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Let's begin by reviewing the main goals from my 2023 blog post last year - do better in school - do better at being organized - do better at being a functioning adult - plan a nice celebration for my 30th birthday - reading Well, I haven't been back to school, so there's that. I was going for accounting, but I've been looking into an online certification (if I can afford the s » Continue Reading
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Getting back to nature with my spirituality. Gradually been stepping farther and farther away from society again. I get a little farther each time. Probably a little crazier too lol at least I'm not religious Working on watering some of the relationships with people I went to school with. I really need people in my life that I can open up to. At least about everyday life stuff. I know they care ab... » Continue Reading
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Would be a lot easier if the other adult in the household would get their $4!7 together as well, or at least prioritize their actual family over friends and games. Anyway, trying a new morning routine since things have stabilized some for the moment 7am Wake up 7:01 Leave the phone and vape alone 7:02 Drink water 7:05 Make beds 7:10 Brush teeth and wash face 7 » Continue Reading
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I haven't made a blog post in 7 months Let's start with how the main goals for this year are going. Which were just to do better in school and at being organized and a functioning adult, to plan a nice celebration for my 30th birthday, and reading. Well, school's kind of a bust momentarily for financial reasons, but I have been working on being more organized and functional. Since right before I t... » Continue Reading
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Trying to start cleaning up for New Years. Might end up having to go back to my side blog since I really like all of the fandom stuff people post, and I don't want to unfollow anyone, but I also need to focus more on trying to be productive, keeping everything tidy, and especially eating better (spent $300+ in food stamps earlier. yay!). I really need to get in a better mindset for school too. I o... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Something no one tells you when you’re suicidal, is that even the smallest people will remember you. They’ll wonder why you haven’t bought dog food for your dog, where the pictures of your girlfriend went, or why their favorite cashier hasn’t been there for a while. People will miss seeing you online. There are hundreds of people who know you that you don’t even realize, and they care, too. People... » Continue Reading
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Not been much going on, on the productivity front in my life recently, but here's a short list of some stuff that's been going on. More or less a brain dump of recent and upcoming events to organized my brain so I can focus on my school work Stressing about my 10 year high school reunion WENT to my high school reunion, saw a bunch of people I actually care about, and had a great time Got in a thre... » Continue Reading
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I am, once again, attempting to build a functioning schedule that works for me. It's been a few months since I said fuck it, but now I'm back to where I wake up and don't know wtf to do until it's time to shower and get ready for work. The main problem is that I keep trying to make a schedule as if I'm going to get up before my kids, as well as that my youngest refuses to go to sleep before me. I » Continue Reading
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Been moved into my new place for a couple months now. Just been really struggling with C-PTSD since right before I moved and now heavy fatigue the last couple months. Still working on getting my sleep habits in check. Having a hard time going to sleep at an early enough time since that seems to be when I get all of my energy to do anything, and I'm just dragging myself the rest of the day before t... » Continue Reading
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Okay, so fuck that schedule. Not really. Maybe a little. I tried the scheduling your daily routine, but whenever I look at it in my calendar it's too much and gets all jumbled in my brain. I'm wondering if I can find a calendar app with a widget in a different format. For now, I guess I'll strip it down to the bare essentials and just figure the rest out as I go. Also, sorry for being inactive for... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Finally redid my schedule again. I knew that wouldn't last, but it felt good the first week or so. It did help me pay more attention to how I spend my time when I'm not at work though, so that was helpful. The main point of the previous schedule was really more to have a plan for the day than to so much as follow it. I don't think I could ever really have a schedule and follow it to the T. That ju... » Continue Reading
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