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today was the last run of the play b4 the set got torn down which meant i was at school from 12 to 6 lmao at one point during strike (for people who dont know thats what we call dismantling the set) we were trying to walk down this really tall wall and halfway down it fucking broke and FOLDED IN HALF it almost hit at least ten people and actually hit one guy in the head and he bled a little bit… ... » Continue Reading
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how many times do i have to see an attractive man and get distracted by him thinking i like him before my brain remembers i cant like people like that and its just gender envy someti » Continue Reading
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i dont know why i have such a hard time admitting to myself that i have body dysphoria but oh my god is it it true. i wish i could effortlessly look like a boy and not hate my body and not hate myself for the way my body isnt. i cant even comprehend the amount of stress i wouldnt feel if i just had a flat chest and no curves. i could actually let myself be happy instead of my subconcious being fil... » Continue Reading
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at this point the only thing being closeted to my family is doing for me is inconveniencing me i know that my aunt and my sister will support me, they care about trans issues, so i have no reason to wait to come out to them anymore. there are lots of people i know who i have to be careful with my name about because they might say the wrong one to my aunt or my sister so really i truly have no rea... » Continue Reading
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right now its dark and the weather outside is very cloudy, like a blanket over the sky, but no rain and no wind. lightning and thunder are going off almost constantly, a second or less between each one, almost completely lighting up the sky. at times like this, despite being the least religious person you can find, i » Continue Reading
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yesterday i had someone who knew me before i came out as trans and was one of the first people to know call to me with my new name, and when i didnt respond (i didnt hear them) decided to call my old name. when i heard that, i thought, that surely isnt directed towards me, and then quickly felt that disappointingly, it was. they didnt show any remorse, as if i wouldnt be affected by it, until i co... » Continue Reading
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yesterday and i guess this morning was SO FUCKING LONG i wore a black button up, black suit pants that used to fit my dad, a black and red patterned vest, and cool ass demonias plus a spiked cuff and some cool necklaces. it took me like ten minutes to get ready and put on my outfit and stuff but i ended up being late to pick up my friend and everything after that because i lost track of time talki... » Continue Reading
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ive been hurting for my inner child lately because of stuff ny family has said to be recently because of my autism ive always had specific ways i wanted my food and because my family never understood or respected that i ended up with trauma surrounding food, people telling me that my seemingly subjective preferences were stupid and i should ignore them, that the food i have on my plate is perfectl... » Continue Reading
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so my favorite teacher who i dont even have a class with and has been out of school for a month finally got a long term sub which probably means theyre not returning to school this year. and we still dont even know why theyve been gone. im fucking bummed they fucking rule, they made school so much better for me, it made me feel so much better to have a trans teacher at school to be able to go to f... » Continue Reading
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If you cannot comprehend me, » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
The world has poisoned my vision With no hope of an antidote. » Continue Reading
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