the lies i cant tell - poem

If you cannot comprehend me, 

Then I will become fully incomprehensible. 

My existence is not for you to interpret

And I loathe that you would try. 

What I don't tell you,

What I tell the ones you love, 

Is that there's nothing about me 

That’s difficult to understand 

As those like me can attest to. 

Truly I want to be seen

But I cannot do anything about that fact

That the sight of me disgusts you. 

(MOAR AROACE POEMS MOAR!!) (ive been venturing out of my typical writing style idk how i feel about it. also been forcing myself to write my ideas even if i dont know 100% what my words will be, resulting in me being less confident in my work lol. my goal is to be able to write more often and be less bad at it)