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chrysalis poem series
Category: Writing and Poetry
CHRYSALIS Churning sea of goop, The broth that is left of my body. » Continue Reading
mason
"is there a cooler way to say listening to music"
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i’m not afraid of dying - poem
Category: Writing and Poetry
I’m not afraid of dying, » Continue Reading
snowflake - poem
Category: Writing and Poetry
You’re loping around outside and I love you. You’re sleeping in your favorite chair and I love you. You don't want me to touch you and I love you. You need me to sit with you while you eat and I love you. You’re picky about your water and I love you. You’re coming inside from being in the snow and you feel so cold and I love you. You’re lying on my chest in bed and I love you. (i cant believe this... » Continue Reading
slow - poem
Category: Writing and Poetry
The world is patient Things are waiting for me. I can take my sweet time, I can take my bitter time too And still so much will be there when I’m done. Nothing needs me to rush, But I can if I want to. Yes, the world is passing by in blurs But it’s also right here, always Stationary, holding as still as you are It’s okay to stay right here And let things come to you. (look at me writing about nice ... » Continue Reading
visceral - poem
Category: Writing and Poetry
I wish I could write about the good things But the bad ones are the only things I can articulate. The good things need no words They speak for themselves Straight into my soul If I could put a soul on paper I would I would copy down every neuron that fires and every chemical that moves Just to put that feeling in your body too So I can love you without words (i havent been on this site in forever ... » Continue Reading
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pater - poem
Category: Writing and Poetry
I wish that you would love me like I was ten again Like I didn't need to be anything but your child. » Continue Reading
late concert blog
Category: Blogging
a week ago (A WEEK AGO? HOW IS IT THAT LONG) i went to pierce the veil and the used’s coheadliner tour with my best friend ever !!! and i still dont believe that night was real. i was full on grinning literally 100% of the time while i was there i was in autistic bliss. i owe so much of my enjoyment to a pair of foam earplugs and my hand fan (THAT A LOST A FEW DAYS AFTER. not even at the show, aft... » Continue Reading
gore - poem
Category: Writing and Poetry
The slush of tainted blood Begs to seep out of my veins It doesn't want me any more than I want it » Continue Reading
ACTUALLY REALLY PUBLISHED FOR REAL
Category: Blogging
IM GETTING PUBLISHED IN A REAL ASS MAGAZINE WHAT THE FUCK i got put in a little zine last month which was super excited about and never expected anythung else to happen AND THEN literally two full months after i emailed a submission after i thought they had silently rejected me I GET AN EMAIL SAYING THEY “WOULD BE HONORED” TO PUBLISH MY POEMS AND THEY “WERE MOVED” ACTUAL REAL WORDS IM GONNA BE PUB... » Continue Reading
atmospheric divinity - poem
Category: Writing and Poetry
I love to watch the sky churn. » Continue Reading
names and the people who know them - poem
Category: Writing and Poetry
Some people use my deadname as a tool, the way any name acts like a tool. Call out, and you can grab my attention just fine, get me to do the task you need. What they don't know is that using it is painful, it’s barely compatible with my gears and my joints; too much more use and I’ll rust up completely. » Continue Reading
comfort vs solutions
Category: Blogging
im learning about myself that despite offering solutions instead of comfort when people talk about their problems with me, i hate when people give me solutions when i talk about my problems. i think the reason is it makes me feel like the person thinks im an idiot. like duh i have tried the first thing that popped into your head because it was also the first thing that popped into my head, you ar... » Continue Reading