part time soulmate, full time problem (09/02/25)

got the title from hold me like a grudge by fall out boy. i adore fall out boy. if you couldn’t tell by my pfp and layout and instagram and tiktok and personality.

i didn’t eat until like 6:00 pm today and i was really hungry but i was at my dad’s house and i was too scared to get food cuz like its not my house yk. like it’s my dad’s house, it’s not my home. i was just a guest. so i just starved.

i told the guy i kinda really maybe totally like what was happening and he like practically begged me to at least get water and i kept telling him that ill get some when i get home. it was nice having someone worry about me. i liked his concern. anyway then we talked about fall out boy (of course) and kendrick lamar and sza and gym class heroes. i didn’t think he’d know abt them but he listens to fob so idk why he wouldn’t.

anyway then i annoyed my friends again and i feel guilty. sunday is like the one day my one friend has off from singing lessons and school and play rehearsal and i just kept talking to her and like she didn’t tell me to stop but yk. i just feel bad.

then i cranked out an assignment due tomorrow in 3 hours that was supposed to take me the whole week. am i god or what.

the instagram is doing even better than yesterday. i’m almost at 200 followers i think. and lots of people reply to my stories and we talk and it’s just nice. i feel like ive cultivated a nice little community of patrick stump lovers. if you’re reading this, follow it if you haven’t @daily_patrickstump

today was weird. my head hurt for a lot of it. i didn’t take my headphones off for like 7 hours i think. or look away from my phone. that’s probably why my head hurt. i should go to sleep i have school tomorrow.

xoxo

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