i did absolutely nothing today except for watch world's strictest parents and eat a quesadilla. like literally nothing. i left my room twice i think and 1 was to make the quesadilla. anyway i have a constant need to steal my mom's cigarettes and i've never even smoked before. i think it's less of the nicotine craving and more of a need to feel something and the adrenaline rush from stealing. i ste... » Continue Reading
i was supposed to go to my dad's house today but i had a panic attack and my mom let me stay home. i have nothing against my dad, he's great. it's just not my house. it's uncomfortable and i sleep in a basement (which i sleep in a basement at my mom's house too but like it's my room and i have a bed and i dont have to sleep in the same room as my brother blegh). i should probably see my dad more a... » Continue Reading
i wish someone would stalk by pinterest, my instagram, my spacehey, my tumblr, my anything like i stalk theirs i wish someone would scroll through hundreds of those "your initials, your ____" videos searching for ours like i do for all my friends i wish someone would tell me random things they think of just to start a conversation like i do to everyone i wish someone would make something just to s... » Continue Reading
i've tried 2 keep journals b4 but writing hurts my hands a lot so maybe typing will be better. so um hi idk who i'm talking 2 (idk if i'm even talking 2 anyone (probably not but i'm gonna pretend like i am) but i hope u enjoy my pains and suffering, shit i get way too excited abt, and rants abt my fav things just some about me: -my name is ray -i was given emily when i was born but me nor any of m... » Continue Reading
help my bus broke down on the side of the road and it’s gonna take me half an hour to walk home. that may not seem like a lot to you, but it is to me :(( » Continue Reading
i thought i brought enough money to school for tim’s but I DIDNT and now i have no coffee and i have to wait in the library until school is over so my science teacher can teach me chemistry cuz i missed a month of school. long sentence sorry lolz » Continue Reading
HELP ME THERE IS A BIRD FOLLOWING ME I’M JUST TRYING TO GET TO MY BUS STOP I CAN HEAR IT FLITTERING AROUND BEHIND ME. BIRDS ARE SO SCARY I AM NOT SNOW WHITE FUCK OFF » Continue Reading
i fucking hate having social anxiety this is the worst. like why the fuck am i shaking and hyperventilating over having to answer the door for my mom's amazon package??? this is literally so stupid. » Continue Reading
school essays are my worst enemy. the fuck you mean i have to write at least five paragraphs on a subject i don't even care about. like at least make it interesting. i'd gladly write an essay on mikey way lolz. and like how do u even write an essay without it sounding repetitive as hell??? mine are always like "this theme is proven though blah blah which is proven through blah which is proven thro... » Continue Reading