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"School is killing me"
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There is a lot of things i need to update yall on On the 14th i went to a doctors appointment to tell the doctor about my stomach that keeps hurting randomly. Omg so the last time my dad took my brother he didn’t have to be in the room but now they are saying otherwise for me since i’m under 18 years old. Anyways So after everything else they tell me to take a FUCKING urine sample to check if any... » Continue Reading
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I have a lot of things to talk about :3 So, i’m gonna be learning video game design next year and ITS GONNA TAKE SO LONG FOR ME TO GO TO THE BUILDING FOR IT. it doesn’t bother me that bad but still, it’s kinda annoying since it feels like I’m at an entirely new place separate from the area I know. Change is scary to be honest I’m trying to tell myself i’ll be okay and I will get the help I need. ... » Continue Reading
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Does anyone actually take the question “do you think the glass is half full or half empty” seriously, I’ve always thought that it was a stupid question that never matters. That’s why I never thought about it and when I was asked that today I was entirely confused and just picked “glass half full” because that’s what I always heard in media like TV shows. Anyways I went to the dentist yesterday a... » Continue Reading
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I’m fucking stressed right now, i’m pretty sure my computer just broke. I was fucking checking to see if my mouse was turned on but as I was doing that my screen fucking turned all black, I can’t even turn off my computer now. Alienware computers can be so terrible, every day it heats up for no reason. I always make sure to check my storage and it says that it’s okay, but I guess that’s a fucking... » Continue Reading
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Okay, I really don’t understand how I’m not allowed to make jokes about how I hate myself. Why can’t I try to at least try to find humor in my fucking pathetic existence and what do you mean I’m actually not retarded. It’s clear that I’m lacking the ability to even grasp conversations, and day by DAY my memory is getting worse whenever I try to remember the simplest of things. It should be clea... » Continue Reading
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I might start therapy :( Today I got pulled out of my first period to talk to my counselor. During the time we were talking she asked me how I would feel about starting therapy. To tell the full truth I did admit the things I could remember about the year 2018 for me. OH YEAH I FINALLY FOUND OUT HOW OLD I WAS IN 2018. I WAS 8 YEARS OLD. OMG I WAS 8 YEARS OLD WHEN I FIRST GOT TIKTOK AND STARTED P... » Continue Reading
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I’m really sorry for my last post, the bad thoughts got to me and I’m extremely lucky to have that dude not be here the day after I post that, I also had a adult to talk too. I was looking through a cabinet filled of old papers today and I found a notebook, I opened it up and saw that I written about hating my body. It made realize how long I felt hate for my own body. I can’t remember when it a... » Continue Reading
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I don’t wanna go to any public place, it feels like everyone is watching me and wanting me to be dead or murder. This is so bad at school cause I know most people at the school I go to think I’m terrible for not fitting gender rolls, I know they just want me dead. I can’t deal with it anymore, and I believe someone is actually out to get me for it. I have no one to protect me and I wish I could d... » Continue Reading
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My body is disgusting, I hate it so much and all it does is make me feel bad about myself. Everything about my uterus is so gross and wrong. To tell the truth I think my period lasted only for two days this month, how? I have no clue to tell the honest truth. I want this self hate to go away. I’ve also been over working myself these two past weeks. My grades were so bad and I would’ve been a com... » Continue Reading
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I love, Love, LOVE my boyfriend so much Hearing his voice makes me so happy, earlier I was on a call with him and we were talking until I had to leave to eat dinner. A part of me feels like a bad lover for not knowing their birthday and that they are right now 16 years old. » Continue Reading
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I finally have a fucking phone number, all my friends already have one T-T OH YEAH I can finally call my boyfriend and hear his voice, I might call him after I post this :p It's kind of sad that I had to wait till now to even get a phone number. I still don't have a key to my home, I'm not allow to walk home even though I know the way and I'm not dumb enough to so something bad on the streets. ... » Continue Reading
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I feel the need to talk about my identity On February 28th in the morning I was on TikTok still eating my breakfast. On my phone some fanart of Dirk Strider came up on my fyp. And I don’t really know how to describe it but all I can say is that I felt wrong when I looked back at my body when I looked away from my phone. Something in the back of my brain kept telling me that I was him, you know ... » Continue Reading
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