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"School is killing me"
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I'm so sleepy, for some fucking reason my dumbass decided to stay up till one in the night last night. thank haven that today was a late start day because if it wasn't then i WOULD HAVE fallen asleep in math class today. Also I'm gonna do the smart thing and start to control how much coffee I drink daily, I kind of started that randomly today lol. Chat, is it bad I keep forgetting I'm 15 and that... » Continue Reading
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I know valentines is next month but I can’t stop thinking about what I might do for that day. I have a long distance boyfriend, we kinda had a complicated history together back when he used to live in the same area as me. This was mainly because people at our school HATED us. They hated him more and that led them to harass us Because we had the same feelings towards each other. When we first brok... » Continue Reading
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So, today I have Friday off for school and I'm so happy about it because every school day when it gets to 6th period I feel the need to cry. Or I either feel like I need to yell at someone because I feel really grumpy and want sleep. I hate starting a art piece and then losing motivation because there is a lot to color in. For some reason I decide to draw all of the fucking dancestors with random... » Continue Reading
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I hate myself so much, everything about me is terrible and I don’t understand why people still talk to me. So, a couple of days ago I’ve realized I might be suffering from dysphoria a good bit of these past months. I’ve used to read and watch stuff about that but as I started to drift away from teaching myself about things like that I had forgotten about it. OMG SO like you know how terrible I am ... » Continue Reading
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This year imma get my hair dyed black, I don’t give a fuck about what any of my family say about it, I’m also planning to get my septum pierced too >:3 That are manly the things I want to get from my 16th birthday. Wanna know something I wanna try to find? I wanna try to find glasses that look similar to the glasses my Homestuck trollsona has. OMG, so I lost my fucking Roblox account like a day a... » Continue Reading
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I’m so tired of holding in my anger, every single DAY i’m being yelled at something so small. Ugh, my body been treating me horribly lately too in a way that I might need to go to the doctors. I’m not going even if is serious though. My body is just a fucking house for my poor existence, and yet I can’t take care of it. I’m always gonna be this worthless and I just have to deal with the consequen... » Continue Reading
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This was originally meant to be a vent but it soon became a rant. I hate my body, it requires so much effort to function and yet I can’t even get myself to do the basics of taking care of myself. Whenever I look down at my body all I can think of is how disgusting it is and how humans are also disgusting. I wanna be able to not put effort in living when it comes to my body. My reflection in the ... » Continue Reading
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I believe my eyesight is getting worse, I was at a bakery today with my friend and I could barely see what the menu said. Like I can see it and know what it said at least for the big words but when it got to where it said the ingredients thingy I could barely see it in a way that I would have to squint my eyes to even find out what the first letter was. I was also pretty close to where I could se... » Continue Reading
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Just realized that when 2024 ends it means that I had made my Spacehey acc0unt 3 years ag0, that means I had this acc0unt since 2023 I think. Wait, if like the warri0r cats had a z0mbie 0utbreak w0uldn't the illness straight up be rabies since they are animals and rabies is a deadly disease where it r0ts the animal brain t0 the p0int they are lifeless and alive f0r a tiny bit till the r0t is s0 ba... » Continue Reading
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It’s sad t0 see my br0ther be s0 useless when d0ing laundry, he d0esn’t even kn0w h0w much s0ap t0 put in. Anyways, I kn0w I haven’t been p0sting much bulletins 0r been 0n this website in a while but I w0uld say I have a g00d reas0n. That reas0n is that I’ve been S0 BUSY with sch00l and scared ab0ut finals. I’m glad that I’m kinda g0nna get back int0 p0sting 0n here, I had been p0sting 0n TikT0k... » Continue Reading
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It just seems like everyday the voices gets louder, every single thought feels real and it’s scary. I don’t wanna do those disgusting things and I’m scared that I’m gonna get forced to take the pill when I tell the truth about what my brain tells me to do. I know that I’m fucked and it’s this disgusting body that makes it hard to keep working. It’s too much, I can’t change the way my immune syste... » Continue Reading
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I’m so done with this body, I hate it so much and how feminine it is. I don’t want to have hips that are wide and I definitely don’t want a period. My period has done nothing but fuck up my mental health. I don’t care about what my gender expression is, what I truly care about is how I don’t feel safe and how I also feel like my entire body is going against me. It just gets worse every single day ... » Continue Reading
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