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"School is killing me"

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About Me + DNI List

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—> About Me My name and age : My chosen name is Lucian , I was born on May 23rd, 2009 (That means I’m 16 years old right now)  My preferred pronouns : » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 41#

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I'm so sleepy right now... Anyways For the past days I've been struggling trying to figure out what the fuck is happening with my romantic attraction, this is why I hadn't been identifying as pansexual like I was before I started to question it.  Truly right now I am not happy with the relationship I'm in at this moment and I don't know how I could communicate that with him without feeling like I'... » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 40#

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MY HAIR IS FINALLY BLACK AND RED :D anyways  I’m at the point again where i’m hating my body because of how my body looks and works. It’s not my hair’s fault at all, I absolutely LOVE my hair right now :3 I’m just unhappy and uncomfortable with the way how i’m meant to be looking like a female and my body is doing things that a woman does. I just hate the fact my body is producing estrogen and tha... » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 39#

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I swear my attention span had been even worse, it’s really hard for me to focus right now on work that needs to be done. The reason why I haven’t been updating my blog is because I had to start summer school, and it’s taking time out of my day to catch up with the work. I had to fucking change classes on the 2nd day because the online thing was extremely difficult and something that I wouldn’t be ... » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 38#

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I'm doing better now  I still woke up having that same feeling :p I'm sorry for my last post, it was late and I was thinking about myself since I recently started to realize how real everything is starting to feel.  Also it's been getting even more harder to feel comfortable people using she/her pronouns, my deadname, or even calling me a female.  A couple days ago my grandma got me a new swim sui... » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 37#

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It feels like everything is falling apart in my life. Everything is just crashing down, my brain is becoming more aware of myself. It makes me feel crazy and I can’t cry about it because for some reason I can’t get the feeling fully out. I don’t like this at all  It feels like i should be talking to my ex right now but I can’t because we ended our friendship long ago.  I’m gonna lose it if my mind... » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 36#

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MY BIRTHDAY IS IN THREE DAYS IF YOU COUNT TODAY :D Anyways  I don’t know what to feel about being called pocket sized by my friends today, I know it’s another way of them calling me short lmao. That’s all I’ll type for today :3 » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 35#

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4 days till my birthday if you count today o(^▽^)o I’m so excited yippee  Anyways I did not have to go to the dentist today because for some reason they canceled it.  I’m happy I did not have to do that today to be honest :3 Oh yeah I guess i’m gonna make a internet diary each day to count to my birthday :p Luckily I didn’t have art block for my traditional drawing today.  I drew  » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 34#

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So update about my birthday plans :3 My birthday is on a Friday and it’s a holiday early out for school on that day, I am gonna be able to get my hair dyed on that day :D And on Saturday (after my birthday) i’ll be going to my grandmas house up in Bakersfield to celebrate my birthday on my mother’s side of the family.  To be honest i forgot what favor of cake my uncle was gonna make for me and my ... » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 33#

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I just realized that now, if you were to count today then i’ll have 6 days left till it’s my birthday :O I’m so excited to get my hair dyed black and if I’m correct I might be able to see my grandma and hang out with her probably the day after my birthday. I might post a photo of me when I get my hair dyed black. I honestly find it annoying how i have to take pills now and how I’m expected to reme... » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 32#

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There is a lot of things i need to update yall on On the 14th i went to a doctors appointment to tell the doctor about my stomach that keeps hurting randomly.  Omg so the last time my dad took my brother he didn’t have to be in the room but now they are saying otherwise for me since i’m under 18 years old. Anyways So after everything else they tell me to take a FUCKING urine sample to check if any... » Continue Reading

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Internet Diary 31#

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I have a lot of things to talk about :3 So, i’m gonna be learning video game design next year and ITS GONNA TAKE SO LONG FOR ME TO GO TO THE BUILDING FOR IT. it doesn’t bother me that bad but still, it’s kinda annoying since it feels like I’m at an entirely new place separate from the area I know. Change is scary to be honest  I’m trying to tell myself i’ll be okay and I will get the help I need. ... » Continue Reading

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