Internet Diary 32#

There is a lot of things i need to update yall on

On the 14th i went to a doctors appointment to tell the doctor about my stomach that keeps hurting randomly. 

Omg so the last time my dad took my brother he didn’t have to be in the room but now they are saying otherwise for me since i’m under 18 years old.

Anyways

So after everything else they tell me to take a FUCKING urine sample to check if anything was wrong.

Turns out, I HAVE A FUCKING UTI 

So not only that i have to take a pill for my stomach, now i also have to take a pill for the UTI.

I started taking the pills yesterday 

Oh yeah, can i talk about how much i hate taking a urine sample. 

It feels disgusting and like i’m not being treated as human. I have to fucking acknowledge my bottom and that makes me feel even worse.

I actually almost cried when i got done, i was so close to breaking down.

Anyways what else was i gonna say?

Oh right

This morning I waken up early to take my pills, my dad started a conversation with me about the pride flags i have in my room.

I have a tiny pan and trans flag that is in a glass jar.

He was mostly asking questions and I had to correct him on what the flags meant.

He later asked me if I wanted the male body part and I replied with a “no i think it’s disgusting but” 

He didn’t let me finish my sentence by the way and told me that I was still trying to figure things out. 

Which is true by some sort of way.

My dad is aware that i want to take birth control and he’s okay with it but it still makes me sad that I’ll have to wait to take hormone blockers until i am a adult.

Anyway, off that topic now!

I didn’t realize how many things I had to this month, and I have my birthday to look forward to also.

It’s in 7 days if you count today.

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I’m a fucking idiot, i put this internet diary as my 33rd one when it isn’t