"for so long I've been nothing but a scope behind a rifle..."
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
hai, been wanting to talk about this all day but ive been putting it off thinking it wasnt worth talking about, but i just cant stop thinking about it. i think roughly 2 days ago, i was returning into my Hypnos research for some reason, i dont remember what triggered it. i had been doing research all day, getting excited about it. now, I am an Apollo devotee, and from what ive seen he gets SO fuck... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ah yes, my favorite number. anyway, ive been alright recently. i mean i get really pissed off here and there, but nothing necessarily ruining my entire life. besides the whole laptop thing. i still dont really know what to do with it since i really dont want to take it to get fixed because im really anxious, but i really miss my laptop,,, so i still have to decide soon. im trying to clean up my ro... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Prayer to Phoebus Apollon by screeching 0wl (of course) Apollo, shining son of great Zeus and blessed Leto, twin to Artemins, Bright-faced god, ever present, ever distant, We greet you with reverence and awe. Clear-eyed Apollo, far-seeing one, sharp-sighted archer, always true of aim, true of vision, true of perception, Constant guide of poets and musicians, of those who seek beauty, of its creati... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i swear to fucking god if another person fucking pisses me the fuck off im gonna fucking cut myself deep and use my blood in a ritual to fucking damn them to the deepest pits of hell i swear to fucking god im gonna lose my god damn mind » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
hi, so sorry for not being active, there is a reason why. a while ago, maybe a week or so, i noticed my audio was completely broken on my laptop. i went through every troubleshoot known to man, and realized it was telling me that i need to update my audio drivers. i try, but they are already up to date. so, i go to my mom and ask her to install new audio drivers, i bet you can already see where th... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
well. i lowkey took 6 edible gummies like a day ago. got greened out. worst experience of my worthless life. everything in my room smells like vomit, i have to wash my bedsheets, couldnt eat anything without throwing it up for a while, couldnt even stand properly. had to go to five below and wendys yesterday and it literally felt like a dream and i barely even remember it. i just remember being so... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
you ever just look at someone and hate them so fucking bad that you want to take a gun and blow your brains out in front of them so they get permanently traumatized » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
losing interest in anything now. dont enjoy funger as much as i used to, dont enjoy omori, dont enjoy yttd, dont enjoy anything. nothing fuels me. no joy is brought to my life with anything. i just want to lay down and do nothing. i hate my life and everything around me. mmmm................. i dont know, maybe i should just get back into something i used to like. i am just talking about nonsense.... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
broke up with boyfriend over some stuff im not gonna talk about. i dont really want to think about it. i feel really bad about it because i really do love him. i dont think we ended off bad, but he wont talk to me. hasnt talked to me since. hes been hanging out with our other friend instead. im just hanging out with my two friends trying to distract myself from everything, but its like no matter w... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
tonight is bringing back old feelings i did not know i still had left in me. my mom got to drink wine today, and so she got drunk and then threw up in the toilet. didnt fucking flush and the toilet was just red and the whole upstairs smelled like wine. had to piss really fucking bad so i forced myself to use the bathroom with my nose covered. my room is right next to the bathroom and my parents ro... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
this is pretty random and i think one of the first times i actually make effort to talk about my religion rather than just writing a prayer. i am a hellenist, i was raised to be a hellenist, and i have always associated myself with hellenism. i abide by the spirit of Xenia. i like being in groups and stuff to make me feel more welcome. i sometimes use twitter to post about it, since none of my fri... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
i dont really know if my boyfriend will see this since he hasnt talked to me about my spacehey recently, but im going to post this anyway since no one really reads this shit anyway. i might make it friends only though just in case. i have been with my boyfriend for 2 months, it will be 3 on the 20th. currently the 17th as im writing this. recently, a lot of things have been getting on my nerves. m... » Continue Reading
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