"for so long I've been nothing but a scope behind a rifle..."
he/him greek + roman
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Category: Life
tonight is bringing back old feelings i did not know i still had left in me. my mom got to drink wine today, and so she got drunk and then threw up in the toilet. didnt fucking flush and the toilet was just red and the whole upstairs smelled like wine. had to piss really fucking bad so i forced myself to use the bathroom with my nose covered. my room is right next to the bathroom and my parents ro... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
this is pretty random and i think one of the first times i actually make effort to talk about my religion rather than just writing a prayer. i am a hellenist, i was raised to be a hellenist, and i have always associated myself with hellenism. i abide by the spirit of Xenia. i like being in groups and stuff to make me feel more welcome. i sometimes use twitter to post about it, since none of my fri... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
i dont really know if my boyfriend will see this since he hasnt talked to me about my spacehey recently, but im going to post this anyway since no one really reads this shit anyway. i might make it friends only though just in case. i have been with my boyfriend for 2 months, it will be 3 on the 20th. currently the 17th as im writing this. recently, a lot of things have been getting on my nerves. m... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
again im rambling about funger because i think about literally nothing else and i dont want to bother my friends, plus nobody reads these anyway so i have it all to myself. i love levi SO much it hurts me. i dont know why, i just think hes amazing. every time i see him i just want to cry and squeeze him and treat him gently and feed him and shake him. i was playing termina and i was planning on do... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
not a usual blog again, but i have nowhere else to talk about. why do people hate henryk so much? i think he is very neat, and admittedly he reminds me of my boyfriend. hes a 32 year old former artist and talented chef from rondon, has nothing about his lore or background which makes him mysterious, yet opens up a little about how he wanted to become a chef. worked at his parents' tavern by helpin... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
am i even real? is any of this real? am i alive? im not sure if i want to know. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
it gets more and more difficult everyday to think of reasons to keep living. i dont even know what my current reason is. i guess i just cannot bring myself to do such a selfish thing. theres nothing wrong with my life. i have friends, i have a boyfriend, i have parents, what else do i ask for? it just feels like im living a lie everyday. my mom said shes gonna quit drinking and only drink on holid... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im fucking going insane. i feel eyes piercing into my back yet when i turn towards the darkness nothing is there. why the fuck do i even have the bells on my door if they do not chime away evil? is it me, am i the evil? i dont fucking care anymore. boyfriend texts me saying he wrote something, i ask to see, its a long ass poem. talking about how he feels like a bad boyfriend, feels bad for pushing... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
i finally did it. after almost 3 years, i finally belong to the one i love. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
got wisdom tooth extracted yesterday, stayed fully conscious. they didnt let my dad stay in the room due to policy, whatever. they pulled that shit out of my mouth in like literally 1 minute and i couldnt feel anything, not even the pressure. it felt good. the woman holding my jaw still had nice hands, it made me want my mom with the way she touched me. got some Vicodin, only 3 pills that theyre m... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Prayer to Apollon - in wishes of good health Phoebus Apollo, bearer of health, for You we compose our song, and favorably promote Your discoveries. With Your healing arts, You lead life back when it is withdrawn from us and recall us from joining the Manes in Heaven. You who formerly dwelt in the temples of Aegea, Pergamum, and Epidaurum, and who drove off the Python from Your peaceful house at De... » Continue Reading
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